Thursday, December 31, 2009

goodbye 2009's already 1 day away from 2010. i always thought that it would so far away and teringat kat cbn's motto or whatever talking about 2010 crap improving school crap. pergh. sampai gak akhirnya. woah. 2009..a beautiful year. not as crappy as 2007 but not as beautiful as 2008. not a lot of tears went thru my cheeks..macho macho. hahaha. and lot's of laughter shared with families and friends. lot's of suprised yang sakitkan my jantung. ouch. and lot's of LOVE. hahahaha. scandal. wow. hahahahhaa. lawak2. lot's of new friends. lots and lots of enemies. wuhu!

but serious la..this year was a happy one. but cam tak la banyak memori indah. it's just that lot's of stuff went on and off but bleh la accept this year. are some stuff went on for 2009. enjoy.

movies i went to..

and some that i cant remember and seen it in my laptop! :D

and here are some new friends and old ones who tagged along with me since 2009..

so i hope i'll see everyone i met in 2009 and cherish the new year along.
i hope that sweet memories will return and left the heart trembling moments.
i hope 2010 will not make my tear drops fall and make laughter to be my guidance.

2010,please make it a better year.

bye 2009! hello 2010!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

this is madness


bodoh tak if kawan korang tiba tiba terfikir yang dia tidak diperlukan lagi lepas saya dapat satu kawan baru? tak ke bodoh bila budak bangang nih rasa yang saya suka kawan baru saya tu?

yup. saya baru lalui drama bodoh ni macam 2 jam lepas. BODOH KAN KAWAN SAYA TU?

kenapa saya cakap dalam bahasa melayu?

sebab budak bodoh ni tak paham bahasa inggeris

kenapa saya kejam?

nak tanya satu soalan dulu..u pernah ke jaga hati i pun?

gi mampus la weeehhhhhh.. aku peduli ape asal ko and hati ko.


Tuesday, December 29, 2009


hell yeah! i got masscomm for my degree. ALHAMDULILLAH!! :D

this was my first choice when i was filling the upu borang after spm tuh! and now baru dapat! degree lak tuh!! :D happy baby!

tomorrow i will go to shah alam and do some registration. i hope sekejap je. i wanna go out with reen,farah,didy and rabbit. :O

thank u God. ALHAMDULILLAH. :)


moral of the story-goodbye law books..helo broadcasting!

Friday, December 25, 2009

the exception

when i heard the song the exception by paramore, when it was in gossip girl season 3 episode 12 (wah..complete) i said this is a lovely song without even listening to the words and i downloaded it. it tells me about a girl-hayley saying about her parent's separation and how she promised to herself not to fall in love. but one guy was her exception to her promise and this song was dedicated to him. well,same as me,as to the people that knows me very well, you guys would say that i'm used to fall in love a lot when i was in campus. so many scandals huh? but just one guy,that really truly did took my heart. he was the one that i've waited one year and until now he doesnt know about this feeling i had for one year that ended 3months ago.

after he took my heart and ran away with it, even though i had lots of guy friends in my life after that, no one made me so intensely in love with them other than this guy. hanan,u would know sape this guy kan? because it was you,sarah and ida had to witnessed how i tortured myself for this guy. sampai i slept from 7pm until 2pm esok nye. memang sumpah ah pengsan.

and i vowed to myself that i would not fall in love as deeply as him to another person. so along came this boy but i was not too sure about this one because he was already with someone else. but he was nice. and this made me melt a lil. too far that when he decided to go back to his girlfriend i was so hurt but when he wanted me back. there's no way he can ever return. i was so sick of his perangai and pujuk2. he was so sickening.

but then i met this guy which is a friend of mine. that was when i didnt believe in love anymore and i told him that and he said the same thing as well. we became closer and closer everyday because we contact each other everyday. but one thing for sure, i never met him yet. we've known each other thru facebook and friends but never face to face yet. so i decided that i wont depend and like him in that way. but as usual,i like talking to him everyday. it made me happy. it made me somehow release all my problems in the air while i talk to him and catch the problems back when he's no longer there. i tried to make him as the exception but i'm not sure he's up for it.

what i wanna say here is believe in there is no love in this world grew too strong inside me that when i begin to like a guy, i would ask my self,is this the guy? can he manage to look after my heart? can he be the one that when i need a shoulder to cry on? can he be the one? i never believe in love anymore after the guy in the campus.

so i need someone to make me believe in love again. if you cant make that happen..well..please leave. or somehow make me convince there is a chance so make me wait but tell me.

i need that someone.

moral of the story- do not fall in love.


voila! ♥

yesterday was a freaking penat day dowh. from 7am people kept on calling me to ask me about the result. some people asking for the uitm's number. pergh. penat ok?

so being me, when i'm happy when i wake up, the whole day i'll be in my best mood but if terbalik,my mood serious sucks one whole day. do not membebel infront of me if i just woke up ok? i'll be sucky all day. seriously. so what happened yesterday made me a bit moody the whole day. the last night before yesterday,i didnt sleep until it was 5am and people woke me up at 7am. so it made me a lil grumpy. and i fell asleep back at 10am and kene teman my mom to go somewhere at 1pm. so i kene wake up at 11.30 because sumpah i siap lame. and bla bla bla, i got home at 4 something hoping that i could sleep but maybe i was too tired to sleep..i called shiqin instead to meet up sebab i promise her that i would belanja her la. and she said ok.

about 30minutes later, i went to her house and took her to jusco and belanja her some pizza and we went to look for some clothes. patut nya nak beli something else for my fisheye but didnt sebab baju dalam kedai tu lawa. hahahaha. and tetibe my mom asked me to hantar my nephew to his tuition. so ended up after buying some clothes,didnt have the time to buy my fisheye album..trus lari ke kereta and took my nephew and took off.

and after that we continued our day...pegi nz plak! hahahaha. yeah. we ate alot. :D and izzat came along. we took him from his house. and bler dah sampai, sangat awkward. haih..pape la.

and kitorang hantar mamat tu balik and we talked and talked and shiqin lepak my house kejap tengok my fisheye's photos..kene paksa. hahahahaha. and i hantar die balik.

happy. :)

the moral of the story- bawak adik anda berjalan2 jangan bawak kawan anda yang ada history sekali..nnt awkward. tima kasih. :D



bler saya bosan...

1.i will talk so muchy muchy so everyone would die because of it

2.saya akan cakap dalam bahasa melayu yang indah. wah!

3.saya akan mula menelefon dan message kawan kawan saya

4.saya akan mencarut bila saya nampak garisan merah dibawah setiap perkataan dalam bahasa melayu yang indah. (*&^%$#@#$%^&*

5.saya akan senyum sorang sorang sampai kakak saya bertanya-na,gler ke pe? isk isk.

6.saya akan menari tiba tiba apabila berjalan ke dapur

7.saya akan bercakap dengan barang. hai laptop!

8.saya makan. pastu menangis sebab semakin gemuk

9.saya akan membuka lagu lagu dalam telefon dan menyanyi macam konsert saya dan tunduk apabila habis

10.saya akan membuat post sebegini.

adakah saya terer? ye! saya terer!


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

holes of the world. :D

monticello dam
this one situated in california
when the lake gets it's full capacity of water,some of the water will be drained into this hole. :)

kimberly big whole
i dont know what's up with the name but it is situated in south africa.
it is the largest hand-dug excavation in the world!

diavik mine
situated in canada. it has it's own airport because it's too remote.
it's equally cool when the water surrounding it freezes. :D

great blue hole
situated in belize. there are more of this but this one is the most beautiful among them.
and this is my favourite. :)

bingham canyon mine
situated in Utah. one of the largest cave made by man.

sinkhole in guatemala
it has swallowed several houses and 3 people died because of this hole.

mirny diamond mine,eastern siberia
there is a no fly zone on top of it because there was a few helicopters that was sucked in. scary much.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


argh! would somebody teman me pegi tengok this freaking movie?? reen saw it with man and edelin seems to be hilang out of nowhere and my sister,kak owi doesnt seems to rasa this movie is great. alaaaaa!!! i dont want my mom to teman me just because to teman me and rasa bored with the movie.


i wanna see this movie...


Monday, December 21, 2009

port dickson

raining beaches. who would go to the sand and guling guling? my dream of making stupid faces when i see the sandy beaches with gold sand, holding a coconut in my hand sipping it...crushed. why?? BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING!!! pfft..serious la weh. i went there with my sis and my mom. and my sis had some meeting there with her boses so me and my mom konon nyer nak pegi beach that evening..but it's all just a dream sebab hujan! went there for 3days! 2days hujan! and the third day kena tolak awal lak tuh!! benci benci! and my friend was there but i thought she wasnt back from jakarta yet..she went there when i was going back! she got the tan! not me! argh! sakit nya jiwa raga aku!!

anyway..because of that..i turned on the aircond..and jadik badak sumbu on my bed in the hotel wrapped in my blanket and pashmina..eyh...camtu eyh eja die? anyway,besides being a badak sumbu that can read a book called eclipse, i wanted to go downstairs and just get soaked in the swimming pool..but there was too many people having the same thought as me...euw..too many people in the swimming pool...imagine how many people pee and kentut in there. urgh. gross much.

so..had some marvelous food. none of which i need to pay. hahaha. sumpah best. and got me a sunset agak lawa. :) and me busy msg'ing my skater boi.

so..being a badak but having a friend to msg with me..with the cold hotel room and my blanket. it was a cool holiday. just to relax from the busy kuala lumpur. :)


Sunday, December 20, 2009

kepada si dia.

si dia,
you kena rasa i sebagai kawan sahaja, baru i akan accept you balik.


u kena tahu,

you, bagi i, kawan sahaja.

my current favourite song. :)

When i was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And i watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day i promised
Id never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe i know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And i've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream


You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, And Im on my way to believing.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

outing with cinta's part 2

u guys need to read it from down. konon smart ah. hahahahahaha. go down ah. gelak sorang sorang lak.

owh2! before that. let me explain. when u have 3 gorgeous ladies that likes to be cam whores..and there is a xlr. i cant do anything to prevail. so i sneak in the pictures as well. :D sebab kami hyper and love photos!! :D ok,u can go down now. :)

vintage babe!

me and konon nya mabuk scene


bler dah dapat camera..owner die drive. ape lagi. hahaha

bought some for our mommies.

nak balik dah.

me and edelin waiting for reen

muke disgusted sebab takde duit. hahaha

MNG SALE! babi!!

kena tarik again. shit.

me dancing on the escalator. :D

reen tak dengar edelin cakap. hahaha

me over excited. hahahaha

excited dah habis shopping!! weeee!

weeee! cam whores


nyum nyum!

me and texting my skater boi. :) u know who u are. lol

reen tgh buat ape tah



watches lak..

MUKA HAPPY TIPU....penat babi shopping. hahaha

reen and shopping..tarik aku skali. ahhaha

bored kan edelin? hahahaa

reen asking me something

2 gorgeous ladies.

me looking at hot guys. edelin tangkap gambar and reen tak puas hati sume buat bodo. hahaha

edelin was bored. seriously. hahahaha

reen dah start shopping...


shopping in topshop!

on the way to buy us some movie tickets!


weeeee! :D finger!

reen tengah siap

love this! :D

terbelah and pirate sesat

cute ah tuh. boring. hahahaha

laughing out loud..orang belakang tengok bengang

chicken liver

hippy and pinky. hahahahaa

in the club scene


peace. eat chicken more!

the nando's. nyum2!

reen and poses. tangkap la secepat mane pun..she WILL pose. hahahaha

edelin happy sangat ngan makanan..she cried. hahahaha

so here i am in nando's happily waiting for my lunch.

well..we went to nando's for our lunch. it was just me,reen and edelin. we went out pun nak tengok movie-princess and the frog. :D it was awesome!!! :D