hurt

feeling hurt in my own place is everyday.

sometimes i wish i can just go back to kuantan..live there instead..work there..owning my own life. without anyone nagging. without any tears fall down on my cheeks.

when i'm in kuantan..it's just feel so nice and relax. there were some hurt here and there but nothing compared what i'm going through here. i feel cold and sick in kuala lumpur. feeling dizzy everytime. satu satu dosa build up of me defending myself to my mom and my sisters. it hurts.

it really does hurt.

ed,zaty,eikin,nad,adib,
help me...

sab