me talking to stuff. :D

haha! in my facebook..i put a status..

''weeee!! i got my old computer back! i miss u computer!''

and hanan commented under it saying...

tengok tu. cakap ngan benda lagi. god i miss you and ur habit of talking to non bilogical things. sab ngok ngek.

"aawww jumpe pon pensel aku yg ni.. aku miss kau pensel!"


alright,before this, only my housemates and khalam je tau that i love to talk to stuff that doesnt have life in it. like laptops..clothes..pencils and yada yada. but after what hanan said..i was like..damn..budak ni tau aku sial. haha. hanan,u know me very well dont chu? haha. terharu dowh even though perangai pelik aku nih la ko ingat. hahaha

i love to talk to stuff u know people. like..i cant say that i wanna buy a new phone depan my phone because u'll see..it will rosak. weh,serious ah. try it la.

and i love to talk to my clothes. i can still remember. i will face my locker in my campus' room and i will say to my clothes..helo clothes! and i think i will wear u,the blue one today! ok?

after that i will talk to my bag and my shoes that i will wear them. hahahaha

i'm no weirdo la...kawan saya pun cakap ngan nasik. hahaha. sorry awak. ahhaha.

saya suka cakap dengan barang. suka hati saya la. :D

sabrina

currently i'm having a really really bad depression. i would just cry anytime i want. but as fast as i can reach my room la. if cannot pun, ala, my house kot..cry je la. lol. but i dont know. i love the plan for the potluck this sunday..i really do but the depression took over me so much. i wish i would have a happy gathering this sunday.

well,i need some roadtrip to go to kuantan. kuantan is the only place that can make me feel a bit happy you know? i love kuantan so much and i know everything about it..so i know where to relax and where can shisha and stuff. i miss kuantan. i miss my whole housemates.

come la people..another roadtrip haram mari? :D

friends

woi2..ni tak ikut urutan eyh..sensitve sket my friends nih. lol. love you guys.


ida



this is shahidah sufian. i've known this girl since semester one. she has this friendship with me based on forgiveness. kitorang gaduh la terok camne pun but still the next day or the next one hour, we will get back on and act as nothing happened. i love her for that. :)

sara



budak kecik nih. haha. i like to bully her all the time. she will do nothing except for her blur face. she knows how to handle me. trust me. lol. she's my budak kecik kat campus. the nickname stays on until semester 3. the period that i was so rapat with her was within the second semester. love her.

nana



haha. i love this minah. been bugging me since jengka. hehe. joking na. since then,she's been around and in my life. she's from bahau but she knows kl more than me. hahaha. she's like my mak in campus. if u have problem and u keep it from her,she'll know. and i seriously love her everytime she asked- 'sab, r u ok?' love u na! :D

hanan



the first thing yang rapatkan me and her was in semester one. i was so depressed one time tu. i didnt know anyone to message that time. i was crying like hell at the end of my dorm. and i sms'ed this girl and she didnt even reached her tudung,just grabbed her sweater,put on the hood and ran from her block to mine. and she straight away just hold me and just say it's ok. god. i love her since then. :) she's always there. and her clumsiness serious lawak. i love hanan kamal. :p

salma



pergh. how and what to say about this pompuan ah? she's the most wonderful kawan a person can have. she's there when u cry and she's there when u need her. and the kelakar part, everytime i have problem,she will have her problem as well..so we will ended up talking stuff about 2 people behind their back. lol. we cried, we laughed together so much kan babe? i love u dudu! :D

zaty



budak yang boleh dimasukkan like...rivals=friends. haha. we were rivals since jengka weh! haha. we rebuted the choir coach thing'y and i didnt ajak u for the stupid party-tak-jadik-sem-1. haha. and for 2 semesters we just didnt catch up with each other..buat keje sendiri until semester 3..we ended up in the same house. haha. so,we became close and closer lepas the roadtrip haram. lol. otak kitorang agak sama, love to do extreme stuff. she was the one yang when i said jom buat roadtrip haram..she just said-jom! and she jage'd me thru out my worst demam ever when i was in semester 3. love her for that.

nad



budak ni kecoh ah. hahaha. we love to fight over stupid stuff. we'll debate about one thing lame gler and due2 taknak kalah. thanks to her, i know 3 players from negeri sembilan bola sepak team. cool eyh? she's one of the people that i regret so much..nape aku kenal ko lambat sangat? we love to do stupid jokes and roll on the floor laughing. serious..best gler minah ni. :p

ed



she's one of the most hyper active person i've ever met in my life. serious minah ni hyper setiap hari. haha. she's my adik in campus. we became close when we were in the second semester sebab same class. and we became closer when we were in the third semester. tah,suddenly we became seriously close and we tell everything and trust each other. i knew kuantan thru this edlyna. :)

eikin



eikin,same name with my adik angkat sebijik. haha. since from first semester,i thought she hated me without any reason..rupenyer she was thinking the same thing. lawak gler. so,we became close in the third semester. i became close to ed first then baru rapat with this kura kura of mine. haha. she's one of the people yang jaga me because i was dijangkiti with this demam when i was in semester 3. i will love u forever weh!



you guys are the most beautiful, amazing, loving, caring, shitless, fucking awesome friends i ever met. shit...i love you guys so much. let's meet up kat shah alam shall we? we shall.

sabrina

sunday

i have like a potluck this coming sunday. i need to bring a date. thanks edelin. so,i'm bringing him. so..nnt i'll bring my camera and stuff so i can upload it here. :) ok gorgeous people! wee!

sayang korang

sab

sumpah!!!

aku benci hari ni!!! ok!!! damn it!!! memang bangang!!!!
malu sial!!! ahahahahahha!!

i'm so having a breakdown tomorrow!!!!!

thanks so much!!!!!

thanks sab!!!

babi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my second lomo camera!

i didnt buy it yet la people. please la. even in my tabung..only 40 bucks inside it. and they're all in syilings. lol. i just need rm200 to buy this one. argh! need to buy this! the photo is wonderful! and the camera pun best gler! :) and people!! yes! yes! we can like press the button from afar.----->bimbo talk.

haha. so..i love this camera so much! i love my old fisheye though. :)

come on dream!! come to live!!

sab

i need to let you go ok?
take care.
love u lots.

sabrina

hah?

i feel unhappy
i feel sad
i feel wanna kill myself
i feel like i wanna cry
i feel shitty
i feel the hurt
i feel i wanna fly
i feel unwanted
i feel so depressed
i feel so cold
i feel lonely
i feel nothing
i feel like puking
i feel the sadness runs thru me
i feel like a mistress
i feel i'm unworthy
i feel crap
i feel like dying
i feel i have nothing left in this world
i feel like killing you
i feel unsecured
i feel hatred
i feel numb
i feel so stupid
i feel like i'm a bitch
i feel like i'm a home wrecker
i feel like fucking up
i feel damned
i feel like i'm cursed
i feel like i have cancer
i feel i should kill someone
i feel this
i feel that



owh no..i think i'm jiwa kacau'ing..

me,zarith,reen and izzat

at 10.45,reen sampai my house and we headed to mcdonald to get some descent breakfast. paid off even though i was pratically running inside the mcd because takut tak sempat the breakfast meal. :D went back to my house and tukar my baju and off we went to MIM college and took zarith. so all of us pegi to pavillion because reen needed to go shopping!! so me and zarith became her slaves for shopping..haha. kitorang masuk 2 dressing rooms. kitorang tangkap gmbr macam orang gila leaving reen sorang sorang. lol. slaves yang tak guna. :p

after trying like what..thousands of clothes..by that time pun..dah kol 3.30 camtu and we wanted to wait for izzat to finish his keje there. so..kitorang lepak kat starbucks kat atas because we were so damn hungry. hehe. and after that i got a balloon from izzat. cute kan? lol. and we walked to the valet and took the car and we drove back to rumah zarith and all the three of us..me,reen and izzat went to the AU jusco to eat something. so..we ended up kat sushi king and we ate alot lah jugak. hehe. and we talked and talked until it's like 6.45 camtu..so kitorang pegi anta izzat and reen anta me lak. :)

so..thanks korang. that was a freaking awesome day! :D love u guys! muah2!

see...i told u kitorang tangkap gambar banyak..hehe. :)

sab

If that's the way you love
You've got to learn so much
If that's the way you say goodbye
And this is how it ends
And i'm alright within
Never going to see me cry
Cause i've cried
Chorus:
So go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless fearless

So oh woh oh woh oh.....
If this is how it hurts
It couldn't get much worse
If this is how it feels to fall

Then that's the way it is
We live with what we miss
We learn to build another wall
Till it falls
Chorus:
So go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless fearless
So oh woh oh woh....
If it's between love and losing
To never have known the feeling
And i'm still sad we've loved
And if i end up lonely
At least i will be there knowing
I believe in love
Go on go on break my heart
I'll be okay
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless fearless
o on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless
So oh woh oh....
So go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Better believe i'm fearless fearless
Fearless....

the first guy

when u added me in myspace about 6months ago..i just thought that u just a guy yang add up all the girls in myspace. when u said hi..i was so bored because i was in love with someone else.

we moved on with our own life and when i was heart broken because of that guy..u came back saying hai to me again. that time was cute because we're like confuse of using 'kite awak' or 'i u'. but it was a hai2 bye2 kidda stuff until i gave u my phone number after i got to know u more.

u called. my suara was like shit because demam. we were close until i was sick really really hard and i stopped messaging with u.

and there it was..my one week break from my uni. so i decided to meet u up kat mcdonald with nana teman me. i was so scared of meeting you and nervous..takyah cakap la..we met up about 3 times after that i off i went back to kuantan.

i dont know what happened..but u were so far away from me after i got better from my demam. it was hard letting go. but when i went to your blog..there u have it..your picture and your girlfriend. i asked..u just said harshly..'why do u care? there's nothing between me and u'

i erased u completely from my mind. u were quite as well. u didnt search for me. i didnt as well. we were both stupid not to grab the chances we had before it's too late. no 'made of honour' last scene for me.

and now. after my semester finished,u came back. we started as friends. i try not to like you back by being arrogant and a stuck up bitch. but just one thing that just make me break..what? u said u liked me before. the part that u saw me for the first time and before we met. but because you thought that i have a boyfriend..you backed off and asked for another girl. for what? haih. kite gaduh terok kan that night? i was saying shut up and stuff.

about 2 days after your confession..i asked you to teman me and zarith to an open house somewhere in gombak. zarith was driving..me in the passenger seat and u behind me. when i talked all the way..u know i talk so much kan..u were just looking at me from behind. quitely. and when we found out that the open house was just a prank..thanks alot ilya..we just lepaked in the car waiting for ilya..and there u have it..u touched my hair. u were playing with my hair. my heart was pumping so hard. i was so shy ngan zarith. but zarith kept her coolness. thanks babe. :) and mase makan..u betulkan my hair..right there..i fell in love.

last saturday..went to pavillion..where you work. u gave me a baskin robbin's chocolate and peanut butter because that's my favourite flavour. and we shopped. and u showed me the existence of a nz mamak behind pavillion that i never tau wujud before. so..this is why i love u.

you are the first guy yang-

1) gave me goosebumbs
2) hold my hair
3) gave me a baskin robbins' chocolate peanut butter.
4) i went to pavillion for
5) ate breakfast with me
6) i took into my car
7) i dated in mcdonald
8) yang i wanted to buy a football for his birthday
9) hit me. i mean..jokingly.
10) that i fell in love with
11) that hurted me

but here's a thing..i will always love you tau.

it's like my own 500days of summer..

sab

BEYONCE DELAYED????

argh

when i heard the news from nana,my friend about the delay i was truly devastated. deeemmmnnn. i was seriously happy kot..it's BEYONCE. faham tak? haish..siap dah fikir nak pakai baju ape..now i feel like a bimbo. fuck u guys yang protest. dah la takde life. puh liz..at least she knows la she needs to slow down on the booty shaking and stuff..she's a hollywood star for god sake. they are like professionals kot. bangang. zarina ann julie bogel tak kecoh lak? sebat ah minah tuh. damn la. memamg takde life sial korang ni. please g mati and go to hell.

peminat yang geram

sab

it hurts when a happy family grew apart..

hey u. :)

I don't know but
I think i maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe i should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til i
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As i'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh i just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think i'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now i just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh i'm fallin' for you

TYSON BALLOU

OMG!! MY NEW TOY BOY! :D NYUM NYUM!

izzat hafizi

u,
i tak penah rasa sakit camni.

sab.

here are some pictures of my life la. :D