Friday, February 26, 2010


alone in my room. eating hup seng biscuits for dinner. listening to some nasyid song yang my campus bukak kuat2. tima kasih banyak2.

well,this is like the first post after so long. someone asked me to update it. so here i am. lots's of things changed. for a start, friendhips. i have lot of new friends here. sume gempak gempak belaka. there's aizad,candy,fafa,azri,diha,erna,kat and lots more. the most rapat would be candy kot. and paling sayang kat. :)

but the weird part was the last day when i was in kuantan. when i saw ed,eikin,zaty,nad,adib and sha. peluk2 and crying because in a few hours nak pisah and all of us giving promises. the same thing-dont forget one another. well,obviously memang sume tak ikut the promise. including me.

when i started in shah alam. the first group i went to mcd seksyen 2 was nana,hanan,zat,ed and eikin and fini. i was so scared sebab i didnt know anyone from broadcasting yet. so cam..they are the only people that i can live with. i was so jealous sebab they have one another because they are sharing the same fac and same campus. i'm the only one yang terbabas. enough.

but i got to know my broadcasting friends. my first friend was atiq and i started to know this group of people..erna,epol,zul,que and others. i felt safe and memang kuar tiap tiap hari. we're like so close until now.

but cam i didnt actually faham when my mom said..when you have new friends..u would be comfortable with them more than yang the old ones. i cant accept that fact that kitorang boleh terpisah even though kitorang rapat gler before i went to masscomm.

but then..i was the one yang call them. i was the one that msged them to come and lepak with me. be with me. and just tanya khabar. but sampai bila aku je yang kena buat? i want you guys to faham i wont have to this. i want you guys to carik me balik.

please la. hargai your friends yang sayang korang like hell than people that are rapat but stab you from your back.



Anonymous said...

hey sab, i know u terasa dengan i but i am very sorry. but i want u to know that even thought we all share the same faculty and the same college, we only manage to hi and hello each other when we bumped in the toilet.

on my side, i rarely go out with them neither because assignments are piling up and u may want to wish me all the best for having 4 straight days of killer subjects tests this upcoming week.

its not that i do not want to text u, or ask u out. u can ask others too, we dont really hang like what u think. WE'VE NEVER BEEN TO ANY MOVIE OR FANCY OUTING. we didnt get the chance to do so because we dont have the time.

seriously sab, kalau tak keluar pon we would rather sleep in our own room because we are all busy and tired. i bet u are too. my class never starts afterr 8.30am and never ends at noon, never. by night i am usually so done with the day.

i hope u really understand and pray for me. i am having difficulties of coping with the busy life, and still trying to adjust myself wth the environment. i hope u understand. i love you always and im sorry.