stalker

everyone has their own stalkers. maybe the stalker loves us so much or they are just crazy. like really crazy. i stalked people. because maybe i wanna know are they busy this weekend so if i wanna ask them out,it'll be less awkward.contoh. anyway,i have a stalker.

who?

how terok this stalker is?

he is teruk.

well, we had some fling dulu but he chose his gf over me and that's it. the next time we talked he said the word 'celaka' to me and that was it. i broke off any connections except for his phone number sebab if he call me someday,i know it's him calling. i asked my best friends to delete him from facebook so he cant see my profile. some people as if my tak-sangat-bestfriends i macam biar la because it thought die malu la nak contact me after what happened and stuff. but things got worst.

he asked my phone number from my friend,A and A told me when we jumpe mase kat rumah one of my best friends mase tu and thank god A has a sense of mind so she didnt give my number. and just now my school friend H asked for my number. i knew that my stalker and this H is going to the same college. and i had this feeling that my stalker asked my number thru this chick. she doesnt want to admit it at first but when i told her the story..baru die faham and she said..yeah..he asked me to mintak my number. which is scary.

so the moral of the story...please take care of yourself people that everyone can be your stalker even your ex boyfriend or relatives or schoolmates or some random guy on the street. scary. i know. be careful. :)

and yes, i need a boyfriend. anyone?

back home

well, after 2 hours of bau badan busuk and dikepit oleh pendatang pendatang asing. sampai jugak kat rumah. didnt bring anything except for my phone,charger,a dress and pape la lagi. i went to see 'my name is khan'. pergh. the movie was brilliant. seriously. i was laughing and crying so much until my niece tengok i pelik. sorry icha. emo aunt you have here baby. :p shah rukh khan..woho..sumpah die handsome..making me nak curang dengan die belakang faiz. hahahaha. kidding baby. :p anyhow,the combination of shah rukh khan and kajol made a perfect couple again. walaweh. this is like the best hindustan ever. kalah ah kuch kuch hota hai yang songs die sume org stok hafal. why? pape ah.

in my life plak..i've lost a guy friend of mine. why? sebab salah faham. he didnt reply my messages after he was offended because i didnt say thank you for waking me up the last saturday. why he didnt reply my message? he accidentally tertinggal his phone kat rumah kakak die. Allahhualam. we fought. sangat trok. from our lembut bahasa towards one another..saya awak went into some harsh language..aku kau. it was harsh for me. why? because i used to like this guy. alot. and he didnt rejected me. just explaining me that his heart belongs to someone else but we continued our friendship until today. but when we got into this fight..all the f word and etc came out..i think i have a pride that i need to preserved. so i'm letting you go.

he was the first guy that i ever gave a bracelet to. it was a friendship bracelet. i gave him after i culik him from his hostel and when to a beach eating ice cream together. but ingat balik kan..

am i the only one yang ingat sume ni? or u skali?

i love our friendship so much that it hurts so badly when i let it go. i hope ur happy K.

sab.