hurt

feeling hurt in my own place is everyday.

sometimes i wish i can just go back to kuantan..live there instead..work there..owning my own life. without anyone nagging. without any tears fall down on my cheeks.

when i'm in kuantan..it's just feel so nice and relax. there were some hurt here and there but nothing compared what i'm going through here. i feel cold and sick in kuala lumpur. feeling dizzy everytime. satu satu dosa build up of me defending myself to my mom and my sisters. it hurts.

it really does hurt.

ed,zaty,eikin,nad,adib,
help me...

sab

satu hari di hari raya

crap. i just realize i didnt write anything about raya eyh? dddeeemmmm. sorry people. so..here goes.

one the first day of raya..i was rich. haha. salam everyone and got some cash! love it. haha. went to kubur ayah and my nenek and my moyangs. after that pegi rumah wanlong and wan mah. and that's it. hahaha. balik rumah..settled down and did some kemas rumah thing'y and tolong mak sume la for the open house on the second day of raya.
















on the second day of raya plak. we opened our house to our beautiful guests. we went to wanchik's house dulu actually that morning..ate some food and off we went to our own home. haha. everyone came. my friend anis,my ex beau,awal and my adik,shiqin and her friend,wawa and not forgetting REEN!! hehe. for about 7 years kawan ngan reen..this is the first time die datang my house for raya..selama ni she needed to go back to her kampung. so..the people that came..actually budak2 yang tak penah datang my house. cool eyh? hehe. so..here are some pictures.

the last night

aahh..actually not the last night but the last outing at night. huhu. so..we lepak'ed at kedai kakak at teluk cempedak. about 11.30 camtu everyone was like kidda chuak because we're supposed to go back at 11-dalam gate campus dah. haha. but after that i still insisted nak tangkap gambar with my digital camera. so..we went to the beach until it was like 12 something and went home. upon arrival,we saw jamal-the worst pak guard yang jaga that night. tried to call him to let us in. but he didnt want to.

so..we went back to teluk cempedak. god..mase tu memang i was so guilty because memang sah sah la my fault kitorang balik lambat. there was 8 of us in the car. me,ed,eikin,zaty,ida,sara,nad,adib and zaty. bler sampai je sane,all of them went out of the kereta and lepak outside. ida tido mati kat belakang. ;p adib went on gayuting and me alone in the passenger seat beside the driver's. messaged with two of my friends,one dah tido and another one offered to talk to me until he sleeps. so,we talked,me with my stupid jokes and he's with his laugh. that was the best phone call ever. :) love that night. so he slept and we just lepaked there until 5.45 camtu. ate some breakfast and drove off to ed's house to drive her sister,lisa to scholl sebab PMR. i wish i have that kidda sister..memang semangat gler nak hantar adik gi school. :)

so..here is some pictures from the last night in kuantan. i love u guys so much.

DISINI BETA BERTITAH

NADIA EDLINA!!!

since i knew u from since sem 2 and rapat since this sem..u thought me alot of stuff..

1.just gelak kuat2 kat public
2.mampus la orang pike ape
3.if u like a guy,just say ur number.
4.do not hook up with one guy..banyak banyak takpe.
5.call a guy at night..it's nice

OK..maybe it sounds like ur turning me into a biatch..BUT hell no.
u turned me into a normal person..no more "thinking-too-much" sab.

i love u EFFING muchy muchy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIK!!!

FANCLUB!

hell yes! i have my own FANCLUB!
i forgot to tell u guys. haha. cool sial. aku ade fanclub sendiri!! nak tau sape president? ADIBAH. hahaha. die minat aku sangat..takleh buat pape. hahahha.

aku rase nad pun nak masuk buat keegoan die..membuatkan die tak nak masuk.

hahaha.

if korang nak masuk..contact me. hahahahahaahaha

love u so much president!! haha

perfect couple!!

no words to describe this!!! just CUTE!!!

the best love story ever told

oh god..this is one of the best love story ever made. why? look here at my list..


1.zooey deschanel berlakon
2.at the very beginning of the movie..the starting part pun dah smart gler sial!!!
3.that guy berlakon..which reminds me of heath ledger because of 10things i hate about u
4.the movie is so beautiful
5.the soundtrack is so damn nice!
6.i think i fall in love with zooey dechanel. damn.
7.i think i should kiss the director
8.watch it will u?

sab

the greatest day ever made

here here, i present to u, the most gorgeous lady of all time,

NUR FAZRINA FOZI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

GOD BLESS.

LOVE U HELL MUCH!

memperkenalkan...

NI KAWAN AKU NAK AKU LETAK..NAME DIE NADIA EDLINA. SAPE NAK NUMBER,MINTAK JE.

kuantan my life

since i got the message in my phone telling me i got asasi law..and dapat tau the program is actually kuantan..from my other gila half sedih sebab terinterpret salah when my sister jerit "yes" (long story)...from the keseksaan kat jengka to lemon tree issues..from east coast mall to mega...from teluk cempedak to balok and from sekilau to padang lalang.

this is all the sweet memories that i had been thru all my life in uitm kuantan.

jengka- orientation was hard. waking up at 3am. walking for hours. listening for hours. tido balik at 1am. pakai baju kurung and sport shoes. looking like apes. haha.

first semester
padang lalang- got a roomate,iqa. got a class that i love until today-law A. walked to mega for the first time. met new friends-nana,iqa,sha,ida,sara,eda,din and zu. then..got a new group-lemon tree..controversy gler group ni-me,nana,ida,hanan,iqa,sha,sara,shubby,amirul,is,megat,illya,zat. got a new friend mase nak balik-dzul.

second semester
bukit sekilau- we didnt get the last campus because all the ladies need to go to sekilau leaving the guys behind at padang lalang campus. no seniors. no juniors. only us,the lawians and teslians. love that time. we became close. got a rumah with my group,nana,hanan,iqa,sha,sara,ida and salma with the teslians,wawa,qila and as. all of us hidup happy..with some gaduh. haha. got a new class because people needed to go inside my old class..so..ended up with class D. but taklah sedih sangat masuk class baru because the girls..hanan and salma and all the guys from group A last semester went to the new class as well. wuhu! :D got flying colours for the result exam.

third semester
bukit sekilau- got a new house. new housemates,ed,eikin,fatin,finie,hanan,izzaty,adib,nad,sha,iqa,sara and ida. nice house. sume otak same gler. no fights. thank god. became close to kumpulan ed..and dorang jage me thru out my demam trok period. rapat with izzaty nyer group mase nak blah dah but it was worth it. i think the last semester was the ultimate awesome semester. people didnt get in our way. sume buat hal sendiri. tido sukati mak bapak bilik mane2. juniors didnt get up in our asses. and i got a new friend that dont talk much to people,khalam. seronok gler kawan ngan awak. culik orang best. haha. thanks for everything. hurm..i just love third semester..just one thing i hate..why sekarang kenal baru sekarang nak pisah..just..haish.

i love u guys so much tau tak. please la doa that all of us will see each other faces again in shah alam sharing the same faculty..law. so..this are the people that i love EFFING much.

me,zaty,nad and adib


law A 2008 semester one


law D semester 2 and 3


me and faizal


me,ash,anis and rey

me and adik,ed


me and eikin


khalam,me,ed and eikin mase culik khalam


me,sha and iqa


me and nana


me and ida


me and hanan


me and lil sara


auntie sab and pakcik dzul


me and orang putih,amirul


zat,aiman,amirul and naqi


me and my adik,fad


the lemon tree. shit i miss u guys.

i'm sorry if u didnt find this kind of people in ur life..because they are THE people u should see and kenal before u die.

I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH.

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING


PUTERI SABRINA ZAMRI

SAB.

kesalahan kefahaman

yes. i hate facebook for this.

well..everything we think in facebook..all of our friends will see it. and there's a button down there that says-comment. i hate that button for my status..about 2 hours ago. well..i sort of bengang with one of my friend but the hit went way over the board and pegi to someone i really care and NOW DIE MARAH! nape? sebab he thought it was him. ala.

hate facebook!

haish..awak,maafkan saye. :)

hah.

well,now is 1.18am in the morning waiting for 'awak' to cool down and call or message me something. i'm leaving kuantan tomorrow. saying goodbye to people that i love so much. i dont know what to do at home. obviously i'm not that rapat with my family. so..dok rumah buat ape? kuar rumah? duit tarak. haish..i dont know what to do thinking that after this i'm not going to go back to kuantan meeting up with my friends. not going to east cost mall anymore. not going to see all the madams and mr.amas. lot's of memories..pain and laughter. i love u like hell la kuantan. ;( so..i'll talk more when i reach kl tomorrow insyaallah.

sab.

FISHEYE

well, on the third day of raya..with all the duit raya i received! banyak gler!! haha. i went to pavillion with my mom and kak owi and i bought my dream gadget- LOMOGRAPHY FISHEYE CAMERA. woah..it's like so beautiful. petang tadi i just received the film. lawa gler. i went to ipoh on the next day and i got some beautiful pictures. i have a purple fisheye. cute sangat! my favourite colour! :D this is the pictures..but mine is in purple! :D

kalau ko nak kuang ajar ngan kawan aku, ko lalu aku dulu ah SHIAL.

get a life.

10 months

already 10 months. wow. i finally set u free huh? well,it's a good thing kot. i'm no longer hurt and u are no longer important. hope ur happy with all ur new hot girlfriends. bye babe. :)

on my 19th bornday. :D

aww. i was so touch because my housemates buat this awesome surprise for me for my birthday. dah la sedih sebab sehari sebelum i die because of my finals..but they did the best surprise ever ah. love u guys a lot.

mule mule by 11.30pm i was in the shower and soon as my shower went off, reaching for my towel,all the lights went off. i was like DAMN. and i was screaming like hell sebab ade lipas betul2 mase lampu tu tutup. i was cursing like hell but the other was like cool je tau. so i was confused-pehal dorang relax semacam ni..siap ade torch light for me to get out from the toilet. haha. so i put on my clothes and duduk dekat balcony sebab dorang kate dah call pak guard and pak guard was coming..the only problem-the pak guard dari campus lagi satu..mane tak mengamuk aku. haha. but the emergency light was on..so..i thought takkan dorang buat kot. so i sat at the balcony until dorang kate pak guard dah smpi..i went out and they started singing!

i was crying dowh..but they didnt see sebab gelap. ahha. YES! haha. but they told me to cry la. hahahaha. kelakar gler. so..the suap ceremony went on. sume suap cake into my mouth one by one. macam nak muntak sebab banyak sangat cake dalam mulut. hahaa. nak tercekik pun ade. hahaha.

and i got a gift from eikin,ed and fatin and a card from adib,eikin and dorang sume. hahaha. cute gler earrings tu. thanks!! :D

and i got another earrings from hanan today-29th september. lawa gler. mahal tuh. hehe. sayang hanan. :D


but most of all...aku sayang- EIKIN ED FATIN FINIE SARA IQA IDA SHA ZATY NAD ADIB AND HANAN!!!!

AKU SAYANG KORANG TAKDE TAHAP!!!!!!

THANKS KORANG! HIDUP 1107. HAHAHA!

and hell yeah..i got a card from NANA!!! i love u lotsalotsa babe!!!


sabrina

my dear stalkers,

(especially..anis and haha) :p


maafkan aku if aku tak tulis banyak. life has been damn difficult this past few days..the only thing yang menhappykan aku pun..mak aku, duit raya babi banyak and my fisheye camera. see u guys tomorrow after korang g wedding madam shat. kem salam sama itu pengantin baru. huhu.

lotsa love bebeh,

sabrina

helo suckers!!

well..nah..ur not suckers dear people. i just love the word. huhu. i'm sorry. i'm supposed to blog right? mase balik mase tuh..but lil did i know that i didnt have internet at home. WIFI wat hal. so..sorry. tomorrow i'll be heading back to kuantan. to finish off my life there such as taking care of my scndals yang sume bangang2 belaka and of course FINAL EXAM. damn..no life until 5th october. natang..

anyway, just to say in blog, my past went to my open house last monday. second day raya. huh..pening. everyone said-BOYFIEND KAH? i was NNOOOOOO. eeeww. cukup la dulu. maybe die tak patut datang and i shouldnt have invited him la. DENG..

so..see u guys later yeah? chow ladies and gentlemen.

sabrina

9.9.09

just a happy day.

REALLY REALLY happy day.

love it so much

when i'm in kl, i'll write about it k?

love u guys!

sab

KESIAN

aku kesian kat budak budak baru nak up. susah sangat ke nak buat diri ko just ko and tak yah nak tunjuk tunjuk weh? takyah ah nak up2 dowh. dah besar kot. buat hal sendiri sudey. ko nak aku buat hal sendiri camne if orang yang ko sakitkan hati tu aku bodoh?

*sorry for being so emotional but here i am having a very2 fucking mad about my friend yang sangat mementingkan kawan lain besides best friend sendiri.*

aku kesian bler orang boleh lupakan kawan for someone yang ko baru kenal. pastu yang takleh blah,bler lepak ngan die, ko nak buat buat muka. cam WHATTAFAK?

aku geram..serious. dah minah tu takde, ko carik aku lak. like WHATTAFAK?

cam SIIIIIIII-AAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL...

haish. like when la this kind of people starts to think about balasan huh? penat dowh. nak pinjam barang orang pandai. bler nak pinjam..pergh..suara lembut merdu bak angin di tepi pantai. bler ko dah lupa diri,suara merdu bukan je tak dengar, orang dia pun hilang ngan angin angin tu skali.

ni kan..jenis budak budak, yang sume orang dah boring jadik leader and stuff and concentrate on something else already..die baru la nak dapat light tuh. sedih..agak sedih but ko perlu ke sakitkan ati orang? ko nak arah arah orang ni pehal seh? sape bagi ko kuasa tu sial? selagi aku ade,ko takkan arah aku la ****.

P/S
*takde kene mengena dengan budak kuantan..again i repeat..takde kene mengene ngan budak kuantan.

why i wrote that? because ade la setengah manusia takde keje lain..lalu menyebarkan cite2 bodoh..same la ngan hidup bodoh mereka.

sabrina.