in love. to travel. for life.

hey!

2011-04-29T07:11:00.000-07:00

hai everyone. i've decided to write again. haha. how weird right? well,i have lots of stories to tell. some are happy..some are not. i've an exam tomorrow. WISH ME LUCK! and...

CONGRATES TO KATE AND PRINCE WILLIAM!
(once my dream prince! :p)

i'm once a true blogger,
sabrina!

camp rock

2010-09-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

lorh.

third day raya.

lupe nak wish everyone

SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAA! :DDDD

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN TO ALL MY READERS. :)

sorry for everything that i've wrote in here that made u feel uncomfortable or kecik ati. didnt mean to. hee. love u guys, muahx!

HAYLEY!

2010-08-26T08:04:00.000-07:00

hell yeah. after saying FAK so many time for not coming to Malaysia, and the demands of fellow malaysians, PARAMORE IS COMING TO MALAYSIA!!!!!!!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeee! i'm soooo going. hoooyeeahhh.

hayley,love u much!

kejam

2010-08-23T11:52:00.000-07:00

pffftt!
i'm sorry i neglected this blog so many times. -.-''
it's like because i dont have the time to write some of my thoughts kat blog. tengok la. dah name budak masscomm. assignment..walaweh. penuh dong. i have the courage to write back ni pun sebab now kat mcd..konon nak tunggu 3am and nak bace buku balik la. pfft. haram ah nak bukak buku. he he he. i dont know. i feel that i'm bored dah with masscomm. baru sem 2 ni. shit. and mcd ni kosong plak with guys yang hot. -.-'' tak mengenyangkan langsung. ok. cukup. faiz bunuh kang. heeeeeeeeeeee. :D

i have the courage lagi satu sebab..sebab ade orang yang aku sayang masukkan my blog under her list. woah. serious terharu. bukan active mane pun blog ni. but still ade gak stalker. hahaha. bagus! peminat sejati. ok. i should stop bullshitting around sangat la. nak bace buku. ok. tu bukan bullshit dah. i need to open my buku..ok la..after half an hour lagi. facebook sangat addictive. FUCK. ok

love u guys. jumpe lagi 3 bulan. HAHAHA.
muahx!

guys

2010-07-11T10:24:00.000-07:00

macam mane dorang buat kite sakit.
mmg ended up we'll make the relationship goes off.
break la babe. let's have some time..bla bla bla
first first tak sakit tau.
but lame lame..bler die dah buat bodoh
bler die dah menggatal ngan pompuan lain
tu yang sakit.
kite akan pike..die penah ke sayang kite?
die penah ke nampak kite terbaring atas lantai bilik..pintu kunci..nangis.
pintu kunci taknak bagi mak masuk sebab nanti mak risau.
banyak pompuan pike sebelum die buat sesuatu bende
guys? dorang tak pike langsung.
if dah ade betina betina yang babi yang sanggup layan dorang,tu dah cukup.
pompuan tu suruh ketuk tingkap,ketuk la die.
bler soh kejar balik kite yang tengah lari sambil nangis..susah nak buat
but bodoh kan..fall in love dengan a guy yang tak amek kesah pun if i cut my hand and die?
sebab why? die terlalu jauh.

there's the end.

2010-07-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

hey people! :) took a long time to realize that i miss my blog so much and there was no diary to write down my life sebab it's already half a year..so agak rugi if nak beli a new diary yes? :) so what i'm showing down here,is just some of the pictures that i went through my life in uitm shah alam. there was ups and downs. tempat mane takde dua2 right? just hoping the second sem is not fixed with alot of bumpers though. cheers.

:)

2010-04-05T11:33:00.000-07:00

babies

i have a new blog and i will not use this blog anymore. i wanna start fresh. new life, new laugh, new people, new lover.

visit it, it will not bite. :)

puterisabrinazamri.blogspot.com

thanks lovies

stalker

2010-03-14T01:20:00.000-08:00

everyone has their own stalkers. maybe the stalker loves us so much or they are just crazy. like really crazy. i stalked people. because maybe i wanna know are they busy this weekend so if i wanna ask them out,it'll be less awkward.contoh. anyway,i have a stalker.

who?

how terok this stalker is?

he is teruk.

well, we had some fling dulu but he chose his gf over me and that's it. the next time we talked he said the word 'celaka' to me and that was it. i broke off any connections except for his phone number sebab if he call me someday,i know it's him calling. i asked my best friends to delete him from facebook so he cant see my profile. some people as if my tak-sangat-bestfriends i macam biar la because it thought die malu la nak contact me after what happened and stuff. but things got worst.

he asked my phone number from my friend,A and A told me when we jumpe mase kat rumah one of my best friends mase tu and thank god A has a sense of mind so she didnt give my number. and just now my school friend H asked for my number. i knew that my stalker and this H is going to the same college. and i had this feeling that my stalker asked my number thru this chick. she doesnt want to admit it at first but when i told her the story..baru die faham and she said..yeah..he asked me to mintak my number. which is scary.

so the moral of the story...please take care of yourself people that everyone can be your stalker even your ex boyfriend or relatives or schoolmates or some random guy on the street. scary. i know. be careful. :)

and yes, i need a boyfriend. anyone?

back home

2010-03-08T09:36:00.000-08:00

well, after 2 hours of bau badan busuk and dikepit oleh pendatang pendatang asing. sampai jugak kat rumah. didnt bring anything except for my phone,charger,a dress and pape la lagi. i went to see 'my name is khan'. pergh. the movie was brilliant. seriously. i was laughing and crying so much until my niece tengok i pelik. sorry icha. emo aunt you have here baby. :p shah rukh khan..woho..sumpah die handsome..making me nak curang dengan die belakang faiz. hahahaha. kidding baby. :p anyhow,the combination of shah rukh khan and kajol made a perfect couple again. walaweh. this is like the best hindustan ever. kalah ah kuch kuch hota hai yang songs die sume org stok hafal. why? pape ah.

in my life plak..i've lost a guy friend of mine. why? sebab salah faham. he didnt reply my messages after he was offended because i didnt say thank you for waking me up the last saturday. why he didnt reply my message? he accidentally tertinggal his phone kat rumah kakak die. Allahhualam. we fought. sangat trok. from our lembut bahasa towards one another..saya awak went into some harsh language..aku kau. it was harsh for me. why? because i used to like this guy. alot. and he didnt rejected me. just explaining me that his heart belongs to someone else but we continued our friendship until today. but when we got into this fight..all the f word and etc came out..i think i have a pride that i need to preserved. so i'm letting you go.

he was the first guy that i ever gave a bracelet to. it was a friendship bracelet. i gave him after i culik him from his hostel and when to a beach eating ice cream together. but ingat balik kan..

am i the only one yang ingat sume ni? or u skali?

i love our friendship so much that it hurts so badly when i let it go. i hope ur happy K.

sab.

things

2010-02-26T03:20:00.000-08:00

alone in my room. eating hup seng biscuits for dinner. listening to some nasyid song yang my campus bukak kuat2. tima kasih banyak2.

well,this is like the first post after so long. someone asked me to update it. so here i am. lots's of things changed. for a start, friendhips. i have lot of new friends here. sume gempak gempak belaka. there's aizad,candy,fafa,azri,diha,erna,kat and lots more. the most rapat would be candy kot. and paling sayang kat. :)

but the weird part is..it was the last day when i was in kuantan. when i saw ed,eikin,zaty,nad,adib and sha. peluk2 and crying because in a few hours nak pisah and all of us giving promises. the same thing-dont forget one another. well,obviously memang sume tak ikut the promise. including me.

when i started in shah alam. the first group i went to mcd seksyen 2 was nana,hanan,zat,ed and eikin and fini. i was so scared sebab i didnt know anyone from broadcasting yet. so cam..they are the only people that i can live with. i was so jealous sebab they have one another because they are sharing the same fac and same campus. i'm the only one yang terbabas. enough.

but i got to know my broadcasting friends. my first friend was atiq and i started to know this group of people..erna,epol,zul,que and others. i felt safe and memang kuar tiap tiap hari. we're like so close until now.

but cam i didnt actually faham when my mom said..when you have new friends..u would be comfortable with them more than yang the old ones. i cant accept that fact that kitorang boleh terpisah even though kitorang rapat gler before i went to masscomm.

but then..i was the one yang call them. i was the one that msged them to come and lepak with me. be with me. and just tanya khabar. but sampai bila aku je yang kena buat? i want you guys to faham i wont have to this. i want you guys to carik me balik.

please la. hargai your friends yang sayang korang like hell than people that are rapat but stab you from your back.

sab.

a friend of mine

2010-02-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

i can say that this person was my guy best friend. was? yup. because both of us went different ways. i went to masscomm and this guy another course. let's give him a nickname shall we? i think 'D' should be okay.

we were ok. but cam one day i called him by mistake. i wanted to call my friend from masscomm yang same name with him and i laughed like hell lepas dapat tau yang i called this D instead. i was okay tau but suddenly when i was laughing,he hung up. nice huh? memang mase tu memang rase marah gler. but i was doing my assignment and i was at the scene of photography dah so nak call balik nak maki tak bleh. so pendam dalam dalam. which was a stupid thing to do la. sebab lagi kite simpan lagi la kite marah right? so i tried to keep it and let it go. but with my baran..well..i dont think so. hahaha.

so i msged him la marah marah. tak perlu sebenarnya but how am i supposed to bagitau. if tak marah nanti paham plak kan? so discuss sume about our friendship sume. bla bla bla. i got hurt. die normal je. hahahaha. bodo. PMS kot.

now he tego me in facebook. jadik normal balik. i hope our friendship will last weh even though ade je budak2 bangang nak jadik jugak ur bestfriend. do not forget me weh. i'll kick ur ass.

thanks anyway pakcik. :) friends forever sial.

sab

la la land

2010-01-18T02:55:00.000-08:00

went back to my house last weekend. tumpang eikin and her dad hantar us to jalan TAR to buy some law books..for them la. along was hanan and ed. :) lame tak jalan ngan dorang. it was an awesome trip even though cam kejap je. kat jalan TAR, hanan's dad picked us up,just the three of us,me,ed and hanan and went to klcc. jumpe zat there and lepaked at this cafe inside kinokuniya. and ade this hot guy. hahaha. nak masukkan gak. :p and sampai rumah about 5.30 camtu and kak owi ambek kat lrt. about 7.45 camtu went to rasta and ate some good dinner. ordered some carbonara padahal mase kat cafe klcc dah makan the same thing. hahah. :p sedap gler.

balik from dinner mcam sumpah nak pengsan. went to the computer konon nak buat keje la pastu tertido depan laptop. nak tido my lenses wat hal. they dont wanna go out from my eyes. babi. hahaha. and mula chuak macam bodo. spend about 30minutes nak kuarkan je. ish. sakit bodo. and tido. konon pagi nak gerak my cousin,akmal to go out with me. but tido cam sial so ended up tido sampai kol 2pm. chop2. korang kene faham..in campus..setiap hari bangun kol 6pg. :DDD

so mula menggelabah sebab ptptn tak buat lagi and homework cam haram tak pegang. and yeah..my cute bulat nephew nak masuk hospital sebab die sakit telinga. get well soon cutie. sayang haikal sangat2. sorry na takleh ade kat situ. :( and sempat la jumpe my nephew before i went to the kedai and kutip my photostat books. and my mom soh balik cepat nak habiskan hal ptptn. hell sial. sumpah penat that weekend. and sebagai anak manja taik,my mom and my sis hantar me to shah alam leaving my friend,awal balik sorang sorang. ceh..manja gler padahal u balik ngan kete sendiri. next week yeah dong? :p

now i'm writing some bullshits here sebab dah takde class. huh..suddenly the monday class yang slalunyer a ustazah ajar ditukar kepada ustaz. so i dunno mane ustazah tu pegi. hahahahaa. and got an assignment and kene bentang 2nd february!! urgh..i'm bored. :p now i'm listening to paramore and my roomate tengah tido. ini la budak2 pemalas sedunia. dua2 ekor terbaring terbongkang. hahahaha. bilik this semester sangat kemas. saya proud! hahahahaha.

esok kena nyanyi. oh god. sumpah jantung aku stop everytime teringat esok kene nyanyi malaysia oh tanah airku. ish!

nak gi toilet.

sab

home!! :D

2010-01-16T07:24:00.000-08:00

sunway

2010-01-15T00:44:00.000-08:00

zul,saiful and que. :) bodyguard!!

eating kfc!

sha,candy,aizad,saiful,zul and que

sha peace. saiful tido. que termenung. candy main rambut

me,candy and sha

aaww..poor ronald. kene rogol with aizad,saiful,que and zul

waiting for the abang ipar to come. :)

yesterday our class finished at 4.10pm. nothing else to do. we went out. laa..nothing to do in campus oh. so 2cars went. me,candy,sha,epol,que,aizad and zul. i went with epol's car along with que and zul. sumpah i cant stop laughing in this car weh. serious. from the jammed we've been thru in the campus up until sunway..my keje was laughing. hahaha. see? hahaha. ok2. candy and sha went with aizad's car. :)

sampai sunway,aizad and the rest went straight to tgv to buy us some tickets. the vampire's assistant. while me and the others ronda ronda the sunway. and the guys had this idea yang dorang my bodyguard. BAHAHAHA. lawak sial. they followed me sume. and when i said i wanna go to toilet..dorang siap tanye-nak ikut ke? hahahaha. lawak2. kawan ngan this guys sumpah ilmu sume kuar balik. hahaha.

and we went to kfc and ate some beautiful chicken! and aizad kacau'd this lady. and this lady cam tertangkap lak ngan aizad. die siap masuk kfc after aizad main mata with her on the escalator. hahaha. :DDD so we were there for 2 hours jalan2 and laughing at this dude yang pakai mask while skating. sumpah..dont ask why he did that. so we didnt know what to do so we lambai at him and kidda give him the support that he wants. woot woot! hahaha.

the movie was okkkaaayy laaa. not my type of a movie. and this would be the first movie of 2010. taadaa. :D and the movie finished around 10 something and we went to the parking but aizad's friend nyer car wont start. so we teman them kejap until the girl decided to go back with her abang ipar and off we went back to campus.

it was a hectic day. but it was fun laughing my head off. and guling guling mase teringat balik.

sorry edelin because when u called i was with the 3 crazy guys yang tengah kaco aku. hahahha

thanks saiful sebab bagi aku tumpang pegi sunway! thanks aizad sebab hantar i balik cmps! :D

orite. i think masscomm is the best choice i've ever made. yeehaa!

sab

second week

2010-01-11T01:12:00.001-08:00

damn..if i continue doing this to my blog..my readers lari kot. i'm sorry yeah people for not updating my blog a long time. susah la. the wifi in uitm sucks. and i dont have a broadband. hahaha. sorry yeah? my second week in uitm shah alam. i felt agak bangga because i'm still living. sumpah mase masuk tu..i said i'm gonna die max pun one week. but i managed to hidup sampai skang. terer kan? terer kan? wah! hahahahaa. well,i went back to my home the last weekend. it was a total disaster. cant mention much here but i was grateful i was there for my mom and dapat makan satay. hahahahaha. my mom said i was the strength for her. so yeah...i'll be there when my mom needs me. :D

pergh..the journey to kuala lumpur was like shit. hahaha.i was standing for 2hours until the lrt station in bangsar and dalam lrt pun diri until jelatek. it was torture but it was worth it. dah la every week can balik on saturday je. +_+" i have kawat on saturday morning until 10am. after that the journey back to kuala lumpur. penat sial. dengan gelap gelita nyer my face. aiyo. how am i supposed to jumpe paiez next semester? wah! hahahahaha!

the food here..ok la...naik turun..naik turun bukit..still like a hippo. hahahhahaha. owh! ade glass besarr punyerr kat sini. :D rm3.00 je..any type of drinks. cool eyh? :)

friends..my classmates rock! just 1week kitorang dah rapat. we went to mamak together..tomorrow is the singing thing'y. yeah..we're supposed to sing infront of all of us. hahahhaa. why? sebab the lecturer wants to hear our pronounciation. cool eyh? :D we need to baca alif until ya. a until z. sing 2 songs-malaysia oh tanah airku and favourite song. which i chose..use somebody..gonna sing it like the cover by pixie lott. wish me luck. :)

i'll try to update the pictures here in shah alam. huh.got 3 assignments already. cheh. hahaha.
thanks for reading!

sab

uitm shah alam

2010-01-05T06:31:00.000-08:00

:D

for all u people that didnt know, i got degree in mass communication after the interview i went about 3 weeks ago. :) so here i am, in uitm shah alam. :D for the first time in my life,i feel so scared tau takkkk!! mase my mom hantar me infront of the melati asrama..i wanted to go back. serious. sumpah takut ah mase tu. and that time was 5pm and after i got back to my room, i didnt know what to do. bodoh kan? my roomate hilang mane tah. so i waited and waited sampai my friend from kuantan but not so rapat ajak pergi mawar's asrama to see our old friends.

so we went to mawar and rupanya the people i loveeeee-ed,eikin,nana,hanan,finie sume tengah siap nak pegi mcd so ajak me skali. i was sweating like a pig so ed tawarkan baju die untuk tukar. thanks ed. :) and we went straight to the bus stand and naik bus for the first time. hahaha. sumpah lawak dowh. muka stok sorang sorang confident cam beruk but dalam hati chuak..tanye hati masing2-dorang ni tau ke nak turun mane..terlepas mati. so pape pun..kitorang survived naik bus pertama dalam hidup shah alam and kena jalan 5minutes to mcd. PUAS ATI SIAAALLLLL. hahahah. and yeah..makan tak banyak but minum..pergh..banyak owh. sian mcd kurang air sebab kitorang tak habeh2 refill. jumpe my ex law seniors-leslie,kak mien and chubby. said hai and chow.

the next day..first day class trus kat menara SAAS. apebende tu? menara yang paling tinggi in campus. and from my asrama..i need to take a bus. turun bus. naik tangga i think about 3 storeys high kot. and naik class..terlalu awal lak..sorry ah..taktau budget time lagi. hahaha. and ade this guy datang lambat...i call him edward cullen sebab he looks like edward. serious weh. tinggi..pale..rambut cam edward. so weird..and i asked my friend to call me bella. hahahahahaha. and i took tv and radio programming for my elective and i need to sing next week as my weekly assessment. +_+" dah pening dah camne nak nyanyi. haiyo! hahaha. and we need to do a short recording of us talking in foreign language in a scene. sumpah lawak dowh. and the lecturers are cool. respect that. :)

and here i am at my house. ade problem sikit,so i was needed at home. and i need to siapkan this biography of mine and kene hantar 12pm..and i dont know why i open up this website instead talking about craps and my first day in shah alam. hahaha. go on with it. :p

owh yeah,for that person,please la jangan perasan wehhhhh...aku nak ko delete my photos and my friends' photo because i am so bloody ashamed that you used to be in my life. and tolong la,when u said when i messaged you back just now to ask u politely to remove the pictures, u said i was just to tumpang kasih u back,oh god..please kill yourself. perasan sampai dah takde tahap. owh,please dong. i dont want to puke anymore. i cant understand how some people especially like you have this kind of high self esteem that can destroy our stomach by just puking.

just blah dowh.

peace.

sab.

maybe

2010-01-01T22:22:00.000-08:00

maybe i should get some time from you.

because i think you are not there for me.

and i'm so offended by you

so i think we both need some time.

i hope you'll respect that.

goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T00:49:00.000-08:00

woah..it's already 1 day away from 2010. i always thought that it would so far away and teringat kat cbn's motto or whatever talking about 2010 crap improving school crap. pergh. sampai gak akhirnya. woah. 2009..a beautiful year. not as crappy as 2007 but not as beautiful as 2008. not a lot of tears went thru my cheeks..macho macho. hahaha. and lot's of laughter shared with families and friends. lot's of suprised yang sakitkan my jantung. ouch. and lot's of LOVE. hahahaha. scandal. wow. hahahahhaa. lawak2. lot's of new friends. lots and lots of enemies. wuhu!

but serious la..this year was a happy one. but cam tak la banyak memori indah. it's just that lot's of stuff went on and off but bleh la accept this year. so..here are some stuff went on for 2009. enjoy.

movies i went to..

and some that i cant remember and seen it in my laptop! :D

and here are some new friends and old ones who tagged along with me since 2009..

so i hope i'll see everyone i met in 2009 and cherish the new year along.
i hope that sweet memories will return and left the heart trembling moments.
i hope 2010 will not make my tear drops fall and make laughter to be my guidance.

2010,please make it a better year.

bye 2009! hello 2010!

this is madness

2009-12-30T07:59:00.001-08:00

huh.

bodoh tak if kawan korang tiba tiba terfikir yang dia tidak diperlukan lagi lepas saya dapat satu kawan baru? tak ke bodoh bila budak bangang nih rasa yang saya suka kawan baru saya tu?

yup. saya baru lalui drama bodoh ni macam 2 jam lepas. BODOH KAN KAWAN SAYA TU?

kenapa saya cakap dalam bahasa melayu?

sebab budak bodoh ni tak paham bahasa inggeris

kenapa saya kejam?

nak tanya satu soalan dulu..u pernah ke jaga hati i pun?

gi mampus la weeehhhhhh.. aku peduli ape asal ko and hati ko.

sab.

yeeehhhhaaaa!!!

2009-12-29T05:20:00.001-08:00

hell yeah! i got masscomm for my degree. ALHAMDULILLAH!! :D

this was my first choice when i was filling the upu borang after spm tuh! and now baru dapat! degree lak tuh!! :D happy baby!

tomorrow i will go to shah alam and do some registration. i hope sekejap je. i wanna go out with reen,farah,didy and rabbit. :O

thank u God. ALHAMDULILLAH. :)

sab

moral of the story-goodbye law books..helo broadcasting!

the exception

2009-12-25T10:15:00.000-08:00

when i heard the song the exception by paramore, when it was in gossip girl season 3 episode 12 (wah..complete) i said this is a lovely song without even listening to the words and i downloaded it. it tells me about a girl-hayley saying about her parent's separation and how she promised to herself not to fall in love. but one guy was her exception to her promise and this song was dedicated to him. well,same as me,as to the people that knows me very well, you guys would say that i'm used to fall in love a lot when i was in campus. so many scandals huh? but just one guy,that really truly did took my heart. he was the one that i've waited one year and until now he doesnt know about this feeling i had for one year that ended 3months ago.

after he took my heart and ran away with it, even though i had lots of guy friends in my life after that, no one made me so intensely in love with them other than this guy. hanan,u would know sape this guy kan? because it was you,sarah and ida had to witnessed how i tortured myself for this guy. sampai i slept from 7pm until 2pm esok nye. memang sumpah ah pengsan.

and i vowed to myself that i would not fall in love as deeply as him to another person. so along came this boy but i was not too sure about this one because he was already with someone else. but he was nice. and this made me melt a lil. too far that when he decided to go back to his girlfriend i was so hurt but when he wanted me back. there's no way he can ever return. i was so sick of his perangai and pujuk2. he was so sickening.

but then i met this guy which is a friend of mine. that was when i didnt believe in love anymore and i told him that and he said the same thing as well. we became closer and closer everyday because we contact each other everyday. but one thing for sure, i never met him yet. we've known each other thru facebook and friends but never face to face yet. so i decided that i wont depend and like him in that way. but as usual,i like talking to him everyday. it made me happy. it made me somehow release all my problems in the air while i talk to him and catch the problems back when he's no longer there. i tried to make him as the exception but i'm not sure he's up for it.

what i wanna say here is that..my believe in there is no love in this world grew too strong inside me that when i begin to like a guy, i would ask my self,is this the guy? can he manage to look after my heart? can he be the one that when i need a shoulder to cry on? can he be the one? i never believe in love anymore after the guy in the campus.

so i need someone to make me believe in love again. if you cant make that happen..well..please leave. or somehow make me convince there is a chance so make me wait but tell me.

i need that someone.

moral of the story- do not fall in love.

sab

voila! ♥

2009-12-25T04:18:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a freaking penat day dowh. from 7am people kept on calling me to ask me about the result. some people asking for the uitm's number. pergh. penat ok?

so being me, when i'm happy when i wake up, the whole day i'll be in my best mood but if terbalik,my mood serious sucks one whole day. do not membebel infront of me if i just woke up ok? i'll be sucky all day. seriously. so what happened yesterday made me a bit moody the whole day. the last night before yesterday,i didnt sleep until it was 5am and people woke me up at 7am. so it made me a lil grumpy. and i fell asleep back at 10am and kene teman my mom to go somewhere at 1pm. so i kene wake up at 11.30 because sumpah i siap lame. and bla bla bla, i got home at 4 something hoping that i could sleep but maybe i was too tired to sleep..i called shiqin instead to meet up sebab i promise her that i would belanja her la. and she said ok.

about 30minutes later, i went to her house and took her to jusco and belanja her some pizza and we went to look for some clothes. patut nya nak beli something else for my fisheye but didnt sebab baju dalam kedai tu lawa. hahahaha. and tetibe my mom asked me to hantar my nephew to his tuition. so ended up after buying some clothes,didnt have the time to buy my fisheye album..trus lari ke kereta and took my nephew and took off.

and after that we continued our day...pegi nz plak! hahahaha. yeah. we ate alot. :D and izzat came along. we took him from his house. and bler dah sampai, sangat awkward. haih..pape la.

and kitorang hantar mamat tu balik and we talked and talked and shiqin lepak my house kejap tengok my fisheye's photos..kene paksa. hahahahaha. and i hantar die balik.

happy. :)

the moral of the story- bawak adik anda berjalan2 jangan bawak kawan anda yang ada history sekali..nnt awkward. tima kasih. :D

sab

kebosanan

2009-12-25T04:12:00.000-08:00

bler saya bosan...

1.i will talk so muchy muchy so everyone would die because of it

2.saya akan cakap dalam bahasa melayu yang indah. wah!

3.saya akan mula menelefon dan message kawan kawan saya

4.saya akan mencarut bila saya nampak garisan merah dibawah setiap perkataan dalam bahasa melayu yang indah. (*&^%$#@#$%^&*

5.saya akan senyum sorang sorang sampai kakak saya bertanya-na,gler ke pe? isk isk.

6.saya akan menari tiba tiba apabila berjalan ke dapur

7.saya akan bercakap dengan barang. hai laptop!

8.saya makan. pastu menangis sebab semakin gemuk

9.saya akan membuka lagu lagu dalam telefon dan menyanyi macam konsert saya dan tunduk apabila habis

10.saya akan membuat post sebegini.

adakah saya terer? ye! saya terer!

sab

holes of the world. :D

2009-12-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

monticello dam
this one situated in california
when the lake gets it's full capacity of water,some of the water will be drained into this hole. :)

kimberly big whole
i dont know what's up with the name but it is situated in south africa.
it is the largest hand-dug excavation in the world!

diavik mine
situated in canada. it has it's own airport because it's too remote.
it's equally cool when the water surrounding it freezes. :D

great blue hole
situated in belize. there are more of this but this one is the most beautiful among them.
and this is my favourite. :)

bingham canyon mine
situated in Utah. one of the largest cave made by man.

sinkhole in guatemala
it has swallowed several houses and 3 people died because of this hole.

mirny diamond mine,eastern siberia
there is a no fly zone on top of it because there was a few helicopters that was sucked in. scary much.

avatar

2009-12-22T19:31:00.001-08:00

argh! would somebody teman me pegi tengok this freaking movie?? reen saw it with man and edelin seems to be hilang out of nowhere and my sister,kak owi doesnt seems to rasa this movie is great. alaaaaa!!! i dont want my mom to teman me just because to teman me and rasa bored with the movie.

:'(

i wanna see this movie...

sab

port dickson

2009-12-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

raining beaches. who would go to the sand and guling guling? my dream of making stupid faces when i see the sandy beaches with gold sand, holding a coconut in my hand sipping it...crushed. why?? BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING!!! pfft..serious la weh. i went there with my sis and my mom. and my sis had some meeting there with her boses so me and my mom konon nyer nak pegi beach that evening..but it's all just a dream sebab hujan! went there for 3days! 2days hujan! and the third day kena tolak awal lak tuh!! benci benci! and my friend was there but i thought she wasnt back from jakarta yet..she went there when i was going back! she got the tan! not me! argh! sakit nya jiwa raga aku!!

anyway..because of that..i turned on the aircond..and jadik badak sumbu on my bed in the hotel wrapped in my blanket and pashmina..eyh...camtu eyh eja die? anyway,besides being a badak sumbu that can read a book called eclipse, i wanted to go downstairs and just get soaked in the swimming pool..but there was too many people having the same thought as me...euw..too many people in the swimming pool...imagine how many people pee and kentut in there. urgh. gross much.

so..had some marvelous food. none of which i need to pay. hahaha. sumpah best. and got me a sunset agak lawa. :) and me busy msg'ing my skater boi.

so..being a badak but having a friend to msg with me..with the cold hotel room and my blanket. it was a cool holiday. just to relax from the busy kuala lumpur. :)

toodles!
sab

kepada si dia.

2009-12-20T05:10:00.000-08:00

si dia,
you kena rasa i sebagai kawan sahaja, baru i akan accept you balik.

sebab,

u kena tahu,

you, bagi i, kawan sahaja.

my current favourite song. :)

2009-12-20T05:06:00.000-08:00

When i was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And i watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day i promised
Id never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe i know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And i've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Oh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, And Im on my way to believing.

outing with cinta's part 2

2009-12-19T20:52:00.001-08:00

u guys need to read it from down. konon smart ah. hahahahahaha. go down ah. gelak sorang sorang lak.

owh2! before that. let me explain. when u have 3 gorgeous ladies that likes to be cam whores..and there is a xlr. i cant do anything to prevail. so i sneak in the pictures as well. :D sebab kami hyper and love photos!! :D ok,u can go down now. :)

vintage babe!

me and konon nya mabuk scene

reen!!

bler dah dapat camera..owner die drive. ape lagi. hahaha

bought some for our mommies.

nak balik dah.

me and edelin waiting for reen

muke disgusted sebab takde duit. hahaha

MNG SALE! babi!!

kena tarik again. shit.

me dancing on the escalator. :D

reen tak dengar edelin cakap. hahaha

me over excited. hahahaha

excited dah habis shopping!! weeee!

weeee! cam whores

ooooo!!!

nyum nyum!

me and texting my skater boi. :) u know who u are. lol

reen tgh buat ape tah

starbucks!

penat.

watches lak..

MUKA HAPPY TIPU....penat babi shopping. hahaha

reen and shopping..tarik aku skali. ahhaha

bored kan edelin? hahahaa

reen asking me something

2 gorgeous ladies.

me looking at hot guys. edelin tangkap gambar and reen tak puas hati sume buat bodo. hahaha

edelin was bored. seriously. hahahaha

reen dah start shopping...

shoes!

shopping in topshop!

on the way to buy us some movie tickets!

wala!

weeeee! :D finger!

reen tengah siap

love this! :D

terbelah and pirate sesat

cute ah tuh. boring. hahahaha

laughing out loud..orang belakang tengok bengang

chicken liver

hippy and pinky. hahahahaa

in the club scene

coke!

peace. eat chicken more!

the nando's. nyum2!

reen and poses. tangkap la secepat mane pun..she WILL pose. hahahaha

edelin happy sangat ngan makanan..she cried. hahahaha

so here i am in nando's happily waiting for my lunch.

well..we went to nando's for our lunch. it was just me,reen and edelin. we went out pun nak tengok movie-princess and the frog. :D it was awesome!!! :D

crows zero 2

2009-12-19T20:39:00.000-08:00

when i was introduced with this movie part1 about 10months ago,i didnt know there will be a sequel and when i found out, i asked my friend to download it for me but he was busy. nevermind that but when i found a link and download it,i was screaming..

YES! YES! I KNOW HOW TO DO IT!

and when it finished..TAKDE SUBTITLE..i was...fuucccckkk....

and last couple of days,i went out with my mom,2 nephews and one niece to have some lunch at pak li's kopitiam. :) so came la this DVD guy and said..amoi..u want some dvd ah? and i said,yeah sure. and THERE! i saw it! CROWS ZERO 2!! that i had already downloaded but nooo subtitle! and i was screaming! GENJI GENJI! (one of the character) and i was smiling like bimbo mane tah and forgot to pay and the dvd guys said..

i know u want your genji but i want my money. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

lawak sial. cam ah long mane tah. so i was like..owh yeah..haha. here u go!

and he walked away. so the moral of the story-none

saje je nak cite!

bye!
:D

port dickson!! :D

2009-12-17T07:35:00.000-08:00

thanks to my sister, she's going to have her training in port dickson tomorrow and we're going to tiara beach resort for 3days 2nights! :D already packed my stuff. going to leave at 11am tomorrow! weee! kak nita maybe will be joining us on saturday! hope the highways not gonna be jammed with cars because tomorrow is a holiday and mix with the weekend..so it'll be a long weekend! malaysian and holidays..pergh. :D

gonna have some good quality time with my family before i go back to uitm insyaAllah. :) and AWAY from my problems here. gonna bring my book and read it by the beach! wah! wah! i'm sooooo excited!

so i'm not gonna update anything until i'm back!

bye!

sab

kuantan. :)

2009-12-16T05:13:00.000-08:00

well,for some stupid reason i went back to kuantan to finished up some mess things i made during my sem3. so went there with a reason. same as zaty,nad and iylia. :) spend there about 4 days 3 nights. 3days of busy studying and one day just to enjoy. :D so,not much to be told. but we went to teluk cempedak,megamall and ecm. met up with some of my old friends and juniors. even though it was compulsory to go there but it was fun to relief some missing issues. :) went to see the ninja assassin and karaoke!! thanks zaty! sayang ko! :D and mase nak hantar nad to the terminal, nad was the only passenger in the plusliner. lawak gler. and we took lots of stupid pictures sume. and hanan joined in kuantan just to jumpe kitorang and the husband. :p went to teluk cempedak to kedai abang to have some shisha and dinner. there was zat,hanan,me,zaty,fatin,ed,lisa and taufiq. :) had some great time. planned to sleepover there at teluk cempedak but takut anis sorang sorang kat rumah,so we went home,sembang sembang. by that time,zaty was already asleep. me second and hanan and anis pun tido. next day,early morning,me and zaty woke up to take our bus at 9am. that's all. :D chow!

sab

zarith,shiqin and nina and reen! :D

2009-12-15T07:53:00.000-08:00

ala,i'm sorry didnt do this post earlier. totally forgot about it and i didnt get enough good pictures to put in it..so here goes. :)

me and zarith promised to see each other on one day. so we picked last week which i cant remember which day. hehe. and zarith asked shiqin and nina to tag along. so, after i went to the hospital with my mom for an appointment,had some lunch with my mom and i rushed back to keramat because i was supposed to go out with her at 3pm. that time was 2something dah. and my mom decided to go to a plant shop,so i just said hang on kejap.

at 3something i arrived at home. tukar baju (mesti) and went to toilet bla bla bla and zarith called and i said..ambek me now. :D and actually i didnt know nina was coming so agak terkejut mase jumpe kat depan rumah shiqin. so we said hi hi and stuff,nina drove zarith's car and went straight to the weld sebab shiqin ade some gym there so after we eat food, dia trus pegi gym la.

upon arrival,we were so confused nak makan ape je. spend like 15minutes making rounds in the mall and came to conclusion,the secret recipe. i ate some chicken thing'y same with shiqin,zarith took tom yum and nina had some meat ball spag. mase tu serious kenyang nak mampus. but because tamak,i makan jugak. dah order kan? hahaha. lepas tu pokai. bangang.

after that, reen msg'ed and said please and please teman her to pavillion sebab nak jumpe kawan. +_+" jumpe la sangat. kan reen? hahahahaha. :p and someone tagged along as well. malas nak letak name die disini. well,went to cotton on and bought this nice long t shirt. and reen bought a pink dress. cute gler. after that, we went to have some drinks kat oldtown kopitiam. :)

me and reen had a great time. :) thanks sebab picked me up and dropped me off kat my house.

sab

outing with cinta's. :)

2009-12-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

went out today with reen and edelin to taylors sebab one of us nak check out the place. after taking me at my house,me and reen went straight to mont kiara to pick up edelin plak. after that we went straight to taylors and mase tu serious lapar gler.

about 20minutes in taylors,we went to bangsar village and ate some good old fish and chips kat fish & co. it was so nice! and it's really cheap too. :) so we talked and talked and laughed like macam tu bapak kitorang nye restaurant. haha. after that..we had some "emergency" so went straight to mid valley but banyak sangat orang so we gave up and went to UCSI straight nak tengok tengok the college.

after that went to taman tar to see afiq for awhile to take edelin's stuff and kitorang lepak dekat mcd ampang jaya infront of the ISKL..so tau tau la kan..banyak hot guys sume. ngeh2. gatal. but sume lagi muda la. NOT MY TYPE. hehehehe. :D

lepas tu dorang hantar me balik after we're done with our coffee,drinks and mcflurry.

tu je! chow!

sab

natrah.

2009-12-14T05:25:00.000-08:00

i went to istana budaya on the 7th, the same day as my interview for mass comm. the interview went well. :) happy with that so i did enjoy the theater even though,for me it is quite unnecessary for it to be in a theater. why? because i'm not quite sure actually but if you people know about natrah,u will get my point. the part that natrah SHOULD go back to her parents,she should la. the mother gave to cik aminah to be taken care of just for a few days. but for the religion side,she should stay in islam la. but what the heck kan? who am i to judge? :) but in many theater i've been to, this one didnt cut to be in my favourite list la. i'm more towards,more dancing and singing other than just plain talking and talking in sastera kind of way. i love puteri gunung ledang or p.ramlee musical for the local production. but not this one.

but luckily some stuff there made me open my eyes from sleeping! remy! hahahahahaha! and i got to see him after the show and showed some love! hahahahaha! got to peluk him. :D happy sial! and to meet the beautiful umie aida and maya karin. hah! love them so much! these are a few pictures taken! :D

f*** u.

2009-12-14T03:53:00.000-08:00

the same old lame excuse.

"i'll let you go because i hurted u so badly all this while."

ur such an ass.

is this love?

2009-12-13T04:25:00.000-08:00

owh well, for u guys' information, i met a guy. bla bla bla. fell in love even though i dont know what love is. and yada yada,we went for our first date. but this is the weird part, i didnt think that this was supposed to be a date. why? because he has someone already and i DO like him but i know my limits. so i think that outing was just a lepak with a guy friend. can u guys understand?

anyhow, i think it's already 2 or 3 months i've been chasing this guy to make him see me but when he already hooked up to me, no couple tau. but as if he cant stop messaging me and stuff, i feel bored. like SERIOUSLY bored.

i asked edelin's opinion about this and she said tell this to this guy la. but i feel confuse. how am i supposed to tell him la?

the confused girl,
sab

genting!!

2009-12-13T01:25:00.000-08:00

well,this trip was about 2 weeks ago. before i went to kuantan. let's just say this trip is like a trip to lepas geram. ye ah..roller coaster tak tinggi mane pun aku jerit nak mati. +_+"

went there with my mom and my 2 older sisters, kak owi and kak nita. cool tak! we went there by kereta and rent a room in seri malaysia. people..tips yeah? if u want cheaper food and place to stay,please stay in seri malaysia. why? ok2, from the lobby, if u walk, 2 minutes to the right,u'll find a mamak stall. if u walk 5minutes to left,u'll find a strawberry farm. but for the people yang agak gayat, better dont because you need to naik the cable car eveytime u wanna go to genting theme park ow whatever. but for my family,kitorang dah agak biasa with the cable car,so we dont mind much.

after giving rendang and nasik impit to our stomach..why rendang? why nasik impit? sebab that day was hari raya haji..+_+" hahahahaha. so my family nak jugak sambut the raya spirit,so we cooked the rendang and makan kat dalam hotel! wah! hahahaha. so after that,we went straight to the cable car. we waited for 40minutes or more just to get a single cable car! serious the line was so looonnngggg! and malaysian being malaysian, dah boring tu..tengok orang sebelah mengumpat..tengok kiri pulak..mengumpat..ape hal ko? tak kira kaum dowh. sume camtu. haih..pening aku. dah separuh gila and paranoid ngan orang sekeliling baru dapat cable car satu. tu pun kene share with 4 other people. senyap pulak tu..so takleh wat bising. damn it. hahaha.

selepas 20minutes of silence..

we arrived in GENTING!!! sumpah ah..muka takleh blah dowh mase sampai..sumpah jakun..padahal baru pegi mase tu. hahaha. ternganga sorang2. but that time was about 4pm and it was raining. so we waited because the theme park outside will close if there is rain or heavy mist. so waited macam bodoh..and suddenly there was no rain and the best part,no mist AT ALL!! bleh tak?? cool gler. and we bought the ticket after leaving my mom kat this cafe so she can relax mase anak anak nya menjadi budak kecik badan besar balik..hua hua!

and we played and played everything kot! every roller coaster! every rides sume main! and i tried to win some teddy bear but ended up beli'ing the token sampai rm12. which is ssoooo not worth it. bodo nya teddy bear. and about 8pm camtu, we went down to see the last episode of nur kasih. HAHAHAHA. yes..satu family addicted with that tv show. sume senyap je mase mula. hahahah. and we ate our dinner and we went to this cafe in awana hotel to enjoy some supper and live music. :)

the next day, we went to the famous curry house that u can find in one of the shop houses besides seri malaysia. that food was awesome!!! so go there ok??

that's it! chow!

THE PICNIC!!!

2009-12-13T01:12:00.000-08:00

sorry ah agak lambat nak masukkan this post. it was 3 days before i went off to kuantan to retake my paper kan. lepas tu balik kuantan jadik badak kejap so now baru ada initiative nak buat this post. hahaha. badak! badak! hahahaha! ok.

anywhow,this picnic was organized by edelin (yang datang paling lambat that day) HAHAHAHAH. there was me,zarith and reen seperti biasa la. but edelin called up to invite some new people. rhaudah,her beau,ajim, and these 3 SBU guys, afiq,taufiq and hariz..call him bob la. on that day, tengok ah sape sampai dulu, these 2 gorgeous ladies, me and zarith. and followed by reen,the guys,edelin and raudhah and ajim. reen kene take me in front of the isetan when she arrived sebab die takut nak parking. +_+" hahahahahahaha! lawak2. that minggu serious everyday hujan but lucky for us,that day was mendung but tak hujan langsung. renyai kejap je. so we ended up beli KFC and reen brought some of her famous brownies and apple pie. (eyh..apple pie kan?)

confuse jap....

anyway,we went on and on talking,laughing like hell and bullying each other but sadly me and zarith kena balik awal. and at the same time, izzat was in KLCC. so we went home leaving behind all of them but before balik,me and zarith along with izzat went to assam pedas in setiawangsa just to grab a quick drink.

after that,tido ah. penat kot. and went on to baca my law books. cheh.

demam

2009-12-11T07:53:00.001-08:00

argh. i know..i know..i'm supposed to write a lot of posts but somehow, i demam people. bak kata zarith, my blog is now BORING. terima kasih banyak banyak. hahaha. sorry la! i cant help it not to demam u know. :(

lepas i baik..i will update this blog ok?

wish me baik cepat. sayang korang

sab

hanoi!!

2009-12-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

well,about a month ago i went to hanoi,vietnam. :) it was a nice trip but not one of my favourite places on earth if u ask me. i prefer bangkok. seriously. anyhow,i went there 4 days and 3 nights. went there by MAS. delicious food of course and about 4 hours of flight,sampai la.

the first day,we went to checked in our hotel. and after freshing up,we went to our dinner. sebab in vietnam,it's quite awal tau d sun goes down..and of course,it early winter they called it. had a lovely and nice dinner and after that SHOPPING!!!! hahahaha. serious. best sial. but barang kat sana agak mahal because they use US dollar tau..which is 4 times mahal from our ringgit.

the next day i went SHOPPING again! hahaha. puas hati dowh. and we ate and ate. makanan sangat susah nak carik halal tau..so we ended up carik this halal malay food that is located kat tengah tengah city of hanoi. the owner is a malaysian. he got married to this Vietnamese chick and got settled in hanoi and he opened up a halal restaurant. cool eyh? and we went to this water puppet show. i cant explain much but it is originated when vietnam had some banjir issues once upon a time..so this is the way they enlighten themselves.

the third day was my favourite. after breakfast, we checked out our hotel to go to Halong bay. halong bay in vietnamese means..something about a dragon releasing her pearls. making the locals to have something to make them have food on the table and stuff. sorry,bad memory. haha.

bla bla bla. the only thing which is best to do in hanoi is to take the boat ride in halong bay. but if ur a chick and ur alone or even 3 in a group, do not take the sleep on the boat ride because sometimes the captain of the ship will go drunk and go into your room. REMEMBER,he is the captain..so he will have your room keys u know. weh, ni serious tau. anyway, if i was to compare hanoi and bangkok,i'll prefer bangkok. because hanoi which is located in vietnam uses US dollar. so if u wanna buy stuff from there it is quite expensive la. but if u wanna go there, MAKE sure you have vietnam dong. it is a LOT cheaper if you buy their stuff in Dong. dong is their currency la.

so i ahd fun. up there is a few pictures i managed to take. hope u like it. more in my fisheye camera which is gorgeous. i will scan it SOMEDAY. :D bye2!!

smile people smile!

2009-12-06T08:53:00.000-08:00

40 Tips For Better Life!

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

3. Sleep for at least 7 hours.

4. Live with the 3 E's - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy.

5. Play more games.

6. Read more books than you did last year.

7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.

8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

9. Dream more while you are awake.

10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

11. Drink plenty of water.

12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.

14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

18. Smile and laugh more.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.

20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others'.

24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

25. Forgive every one for every thing.

26. What other people think of you is none of your business.

27. God heals everything.

28. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

29. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Friends will. Stay in touch.

30. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

31. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

32. The best is yet to come.

33. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

34. Do the right thing!

35. Call your family often.

36. Your inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

37. Each day give something good to others.

38. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

39. When you awake alive in the morning, thank God for it.

40. Please forward this to everyone you care about.

NOOOOOO!!!

2009-12-06T04:19:00.000-08:00

argh, i thought of blogging today but sadly,i cant people. i need to get ready for my interview tomorrow. oh,i didnt tell u guys. actually on wednesday last week,i got a call saying that i got an interview on thursday but i said i'll be in kuantan..so..instead of thursday last week,i got tomorrow instead. YA ALLAH! memang serious nak nangis when i got the phone call. thinking about it,if i really going to get this course,sumpah agak best. :)

so people out there,any religion ur in,any race ur from, please and please pray hard for me so everything goes well and i will get the course ok?

amin.

wish me luck my sayangs.

sab

helo bloggie!

2009-12-05T10:12:00.001-08:00

omg..i didnt write anything dah lame kan? i'm so sorry. i just came back from kuantan. didnt get enough sleep. so,tonite i'm gonna sleep like an angel and tomorrow insyaAllah i'll write about awesome stories from my life ok sayangs? love u babies. :)

sab

si dia

2009-11-26T11:01:00.000-08:00

after 7 days. he called. when i was in the movie,new moon.
after 6 days of crying
after one advice given by a friend of mine
after i became better today
after i chose to go on

u chose to show up today.

making me sick again like 7days ago.

thanks.

sab.

jacob H-O-T-T-O-G-O! RAR! :D

2009-11-26T10:36:00.000-08:00

nyum nyum! :D jacob becomes a man. :p went out today with my sister. a lil break from books i shall say. :) went with my oldest,kak dudi. went there quite early..the movie was at 6.40pm but we went there like 5.15pm.

so went to have some early dinner at chilli's! weee! serious kempunan to eat this place. lame kot tidak menjejak kaki. :D rabbit! aku baru bagitau kau mase kite jumpe tu kan? about me and this kempunan with chilli's? weee! dapat jugak! hahahahaa!

dah la sume free..my sister belanja everything. ngeh2..goyang kaki senang hati. :D

about the movie,it was,for me la kan,same la dengan the book. some places they did some changes but not that tukar like what we can see in harry potter. harry potter movies are like the remake of the book. seriously. well..i cant stand not by saying----> JACOB IS HOT YAAWWW.

haha. sumpah handsome. mase die bukak the baju..every girl in that wayang was like "aaaaaa" and every guy was like "pfft". serious la. i heard it la because i was one of the girls yang made sounds u see. haaha. i love jacob now. but i still have my crush on jasper! weeee! he's so cute in that movie even though he had like 1 or 2 lines? he's still cute. :D

jacob and jasper. j&j..i loike.

hahahaha

sab

2009-11-23T04:58:00.000-08:00

i feel dah nak putus harapan nak hidup.

haih.

pity

2009-11-22T12:01:00.000-08:00

i feel sorry for that person. the anonymous. guess she's just scared of telling me at my face. oh,i'm sorry lil bitch. anyhow, i have my mom to support me and my sisters to remind me of u peasant. and i have lots of good friends. do u?

despite of your famous quote "berlagak lagi bla bla" it makes me realize that yeah,maybe i have been bitching around but ur the one that got offended. i'm sorry..did i steal the spotlight? or did i just didnt see you when u went down the drain? call me gedik,whatever. ur a whore. and i think that's so far lower.

i could just smack your face because i know who you are.

but nah,my hands will get dirty because of your mask of hypocrite. and i need to clean it up and it'll be hard because it'll be sticky with sins.

i am currently writing in english so that your english will get more advanced for you to go to BLS. how nice right? i know. even though i maybe will not go to law faculty,at least i wont see your pathetic face everyday.

good luck bebudak baru nak naik. bububanana.

i know who you are.

sab

new moon

2009-11-22T11:56:00.000-08:00

SOOOO happy!! the movie's coming out! and my studying is currently dah nak habis! :D lalalala. despite of the anonymous person..i do have a life and she doesnt. oh well, whatever. i have three people that ajak'ed me to the movie already..not sure who to pick

1)kak dudi..my oldest sister
2)kak owi..second sister
3)zarith and reen.

i think i'm gonna see with my sisters because of the free ticket and have a great time viewing the second time of jasper with the girls (including u edelin.) :p

i love my life.

sab

to that motherfucker

2009-11-21T10:35:00.000-08:00

"berlagak lagi, padan muka"

well, to cut the story short,there was this motherfucker that told me the exact same line on my blog. ok2. let me tell u,anonymous.

u surfed the internet and u chose my blog.
and u read my post and decided..well.."ayat ni taklah kampung mana..takde dosa kot." aku kan dengki..hati busuk"
weh,otak ko serious cetek weh.

ok,let me get this straight.

aku berlagak,it's fine. maybe aku memang kot. but aku taklah sekeji camni nak letak kat blog orang lepas orang tu sedih nak mampus and u have no idea what i've been thru.

ok,senang cite,ko dapat law eyh? ko dapat degree law eyh? let me ask you one tiny little question..ko budak uitm kan? memang sah sah la ko melayu or bumiputera. but hati dengki macam ko 90% mengatakan ko melayu. ok,so sah sah ko muslim kan?

do you believe in balasan Allah tak? do you believe about the sins ko buat kat satu anak yatim tak?

ko faham tak english ni? meh aku translate, ko percaya balasan Allah S.W.T? ko percaya betapa dosa nya ko anaiya seorang anak yatim?

Allah Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Adil

memang ko sekarang dapat degree, tak ke ko riak? maybe Allah S.W.T boleh tarik bile bile ko nyer result.

OR

Allah S.W.T simpan dosa ko sampai ke akhirat untuk diadili?

maybe ko sempat bertaubat sebelum akhirat,but if ko tak?

but macam mane pun,aku sumpah ko merana seumur hidup.

cube ko fikir sikit.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

2009-11-20T11:00:00.000-08:00

korang pernah tak rasa rupa nya si dia yang korang minat bukan korang punya?

saya pernah. baru 1 jam lepas. si dia ada girlfriend. cuma cinta itu buta..saya pun terminat si dia. saya ada termimpi si dia akan pilih saya. cuma masa menghalang kita. saya tak pernah sayang kat orang lain selain si dia. kawan kawan saya yang saya minat dulu pun tak boleh lawan walaupun panggil saya sayang. si dia tahu saya sayang dia. dan dia tau saya takkan tinggalkan dia. kawan kawan saya pernah menyuruh saya meninggalkan si dia tapi saya tidak pernah ikut. sesetengah kali..saya terfikir..kawan kawan saya ada tak terfikir..

aku dah cakap dah..

saya harap tak.

sekarang pukul 3 pagi. saya mengasingkan diri dari mak saya sebab saya taknak mak saya tahu saya sedih. so saya mengurungkan diri saya dalam bilik. saya sekarang tengah menangis macam orang gila..mata saya bengkak dan suara saya serak. kepala saya pun pening.

kawan kawan saya kata-jangan nangis..lelaki itu tidak berharga untuk saya nangis kepadanya. tapi bukan saya yang nak nangis..saya pun nak tunjuk kuat. tapi sayang sangat..saya tak boleh. saya sayang sangat kepada si dia.

seperti apa yang saya tahu akan terjadi..dia pilih girlfriend nya. lalu,saya berfikir,lucky nya pompuan ni. macam mana cara pun, boyfriend awak still sayang dan pilih awak.

so,awak jaga si dia untuk saya. jangan sakitkan hati dia. jaga si dia baik baik

sebab

dia la si dia.

saya sayang si dia sampai bila bila

sabrina.

assalamualaikum

2009-11-19T07:03:00.000-08:00

hey people. because of some reason that i cant explain here, my computer will be rampas from me. so, i will not update my blog, insyaAllah,selama 3 weeks.

please wait for me patiently.

i love u guys.

sab

phobia2

2009-11-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

well, when i saw this movie sumpah teringat semester one when all of my group still attached as one. the lemon trees. i miss them so much.

phobia was the first movie i saw with them. it was nice. scary tahap dewa but when we sticked together dulu,it was nice kan? we laughed and we scream like shit together. sumpah best but we ended up pecah. thanks to some people.

anyhow, this time i went with my ex schoolmate,rabbit. or her real name-rabiatul. hehe. :D it was so damn nice jumpe this rabbit putih of mine nih!! like 2 years kot tak jumpe! we met up kat depan cold storage KLCC and trus dapat kan the tickets and when we were lining up, terjumpe another CBN girl,ain. but she went to see another movie. so tak leh jerit sama sama. :p

after the tickets, we had about 2 hours to jalan jalan and we had lunch kat foodcourt. cakap cakap what went by. all the crushes,university. owh yeah,now rabbit is in UiTM arau. cool! :D and terserempak pulak with anis farhah,my kuantanese mate. terkejut gler terjumpe die. haha. we salam salam and went on.

after walking and stuff,we went to the cinema.

sumpah la cite tu taklah takut sangat. but if u wanna see it, be prepared for a lot of terkejut scene and the stories. there are 5 stories. started with a guy being a monk and met up with a ghost. not that scary. the second one was a guy being in the same ward with this coma guy. this one for me is quite scary actually. the third one, about japanese backpackers hitchhking with a weird lorry. the fourth one, about a woman selling cars and the history of the cars. this one..ok laaaa. and the fifth, damn. this one is the scariest among all BUT it was the funniest. bleh tak? in all of the scary movie i was pulling my head out, this one sumpah lawak kot. i was laughing and laughing until cam tak takut. so, i salute the directors for making me relax again after watching 5 ghost stories weh! cool sial! wuhu!!

4 and a half star! see it!

sab

dahulu kala

2009-11-15T04:34:00.000-08:00

when dalilah tagged me in this 3 photos..i was like DDDAAAMMMNNN..sumpah lawak sab ko camni dulu.

now i get it when i people say i've changed from my image in high school. pergh.

C-B-N is hot to go

H-O-T-T-O-G-O

aum?

2009-11-15T02:53:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry for the people around me thinking i've changed.

alot of things are happening to me in one -BOOM- like that..

so maybe i will not be so happy when u called

so maybe i will not reply when u message

so maybe i will not feel guilty and pujuk balik when u merajuk

but tell me..how can i do that if i'm not strong in this condition?

my family is giving me the hardest thing along side with my already bad life.

they asked me to prove by words why i should stay in law. and if the answer is not good enough, they will take the power to change me into another course

my life depending on them? i'm the one that will learn,will read all the books. not them and they want to take dictatorship into my life? to control what i am trying to do in the future?

tell me people,how exactly am i supposed to prove by words?

or i should give them an idea..which is to give me support and guidance to make me have the courage to hold those law books again and to give my best shot when the exam occur

TELL ME.

oh Lord,give me some guidance and strength.

miss i

2009-11-15T02:51:00.001-08:00

i miss iqa to be my room mate

i miss sha to be my sama otak

i miss hanan to be the tempat i peluk

i miss nana to luahkan perasaan

i miss sarah to buli her and her blurry face

i miss ida and lawak bodohnya

i miss salma and to laugh and cry with her

i miss ed dengan gelaknya

i miss eikin dengan braces

i miss finie jage me when i demam

i miss fatin to be my first friend dekat jengka

i miss zaty to be my mak tiri and marah marah

i miss nad to do stupid jokes and terguling guling

i miss adib because she's my only fan

i miss tengku nab to be my devil kat jengka

i miss shubby sebab kitorang tak puas ati dengan each other since semester one

i miss hazirah when she say sushi girl

i miss haha sebab saya suke buli dia

i miss anis sebab she's always there

i miss ila because she's the most ayu girl in the campus

i miss nana because she's my keramat friend

i miss firza because she's like a sister to me

i miss iylia pompuan because she's there when ur down

i miss fadly because he's my adik

i miss amirul because he's my guitar player

i miss megat because he's my granpa

i miss is because he's cool

i miss iylia because he's like the best debater

i miss zat because i'm the only one who cant understand his jokes and will say-bodo la to cover up

i miss naim because he's my penguin

i miss dzul because he's my pakcik and lawak bodoh nya terunggul

i miss izwar because he's my pembuli

i miss akmal because die abang sulong yang garang

i miss hazlief because he tells me his problem

i miss ehsang because he's funny

i miss ash because he's the most hyper guy i ever known

i miss rey because of his horny face

i miss uitm

i miss law A semester 1

i miss law D semester 3

i miss my life

sorry sesape yang terase but sumpah aku miss korang. :) saje je nak melayan diri. lol.

emails

2009-11-14T21:15:00.001-08:00

hey people. because i need to run away from my past to bring a new life. i need to switch my blog into a private one. so give me ur email. so i can invite you guys to view it. i'll give about one week for u guys to give me your email in my comment button.

thanks alot. :)

this is for you before i say goodbye

2009-11-14T11:06:00.001-08:00

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

kecewa

2009-11-14T05:08:00.000-08:00

i never been so disappointed with my own self. i feel so sial. ye ah. memain je..from start of semester 3..stok main je. hah..dah kedepek kat muke sendiri. result this sem sucks. the hope for me going to law degree is so jauh. i cant even see it. kabur kabur je nampak shah alam.

but even though all of this happened,i will not give up. there's a chance. i need to do well in the retake of paper. sumpah malu dowh. but sape suruh memain cam cibai kan?

but sumpah,i sumpah myself..i will do my best and i WILL get 3 pointer and will proceed to BLS.

ini sekadar sepakan kat muka betapa main nya saya di dalam dunia ini.

i woke up.

now this is the time i stand up.

for those who raised,congrates,to those who failed,let's go to war together.

InsyaAllah, we can do this.

sab

2009-11-13T05:46:00.001-08:00

Ya Allah

bagilah aku kekuatan.

oh no

2009-11-12T09:57:00.000-08:00

it feels like my heart being cut into half and the pain is making me hard to let my tears go down. susah nya perasaan bila kehilangan si dia. it's 2.00am in the morning. just came back from vietnam and this is what i get. now i cant sleep. i cant think. oh no, this is what people say when we lost someone we love.

it feels crappy. it does.

leave me alone.

sab

penat..sangat

2009-11-12T07:30:00.000-08:00

hey people! just arrived back from hanoi,vietnam. i'm so damn tired. i have a lot to tell u guys. will update as soon as i can. love u guys.

oh

when i was on the plane,read the newspaper and got to know about my friend,wan hanna syafiqa being robbed and kidnapped. weh,sumpah i was like terkejut gler.

get well soon aite? be strong hanna. we'll always be there for u girl. let us pray that she will find her strength back.

sab

bola sepak? me?

2009-11-07T06:07:00.000-08:00

laaa. i never get involve in this sports in any way. serious. kat mamak pun seboleh2 nya mesti ambek meja hadap tempat lain. haha. i hate bola sepak ok? i actually wished my boyfriend wont like bola sepak but fikir balik,saya mahu ade boyfriend yang suka bola. so we can like cheer together,laugh together. ok,shut up now.

orite,so after the roadtrip i told u about? the haram roadtrip? pergh, i went there and jumpa them in person. they were quite cool guys to hang out with and they paid all the beverages and shisha. ehehe.

so now,i am currently watching bola sepak. on tv1. ahhahaa. i love bola sepak now. hahaha. if only negeri sembilan is playing. HAHAHAHA. bias? i know!

lol

hobin jang hobin!

sab

i want u. i'll wait.

2009-11-07T04:48:00.000-08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don’t cha love in vain
Cause love won’t set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just cant let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can’t stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So and it’s just that I can’t see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

moo moo

2009-11-07T03:50:00.000-08:00

aww, i dont know why but when i saw this kucing infront of my house..i miss my campus' kucing named 'moo moo'.

i miss that kucing.

one day die teman me sampai pagar and waited for me as i walked to the 7-11 infront of my campus and jumped when i arrived back. serious cute. and ed took care of it by beli'ing him food. and some other houses macam tak suka sebab moo moo suka kencing kat kasut dorang. sorry people. bad moo moo! :p

and moo moo dengan suka hati mak bapak nya masuk our house and will sleep in our house. aawww.i miss that lil guy.

love u and miss u lil moo moo!!

sab

a breakfast

2009-11-07T03:02:00.000-08:00

laa, i forgot to tell u about a breakfast i had with my mom and my oldest sister,kak dudi. best sangat because my sister is working so agak susah nak makan luar with her. and she is married. huhu. i got roti planta on my pinggan and my mom and kak dudi took ape tah..lupe name food tuh. lol. and all of us ambek teh tarik! yum yum! :D we had our breakfast kat NZ wangsa maju. :)

love that day

na

BBQ!!

2009-11-04T04:56:00.000-08:00

the lovely cupcakes bought by reen. :)

me and reen. :)

aiman, aliff and izzat

zarith,edelin,aina,dida,me and reen

aliff wane hijau, me blur,zarith camwhore, aina baju hitam,aiman kat belakang

zarith,aliff,aiman,izzat and edelin

penat ok? :D

the three gents

reen,zarith,edelin and me

reen riding my back. :p

nice! :D

them and bbq. :)

aina

edelin and reen

all the four of us. :)

this was like last sunday. me and my friends..zarith,edelin and reen had this lovely idea of throwing a bbq *slash* makan makan *slash* potluck *slash* hari membawa cinta. laaa,the last part for me je kot. haha. ok ok. continue.

venue- edelin's house in mont kiara
date- 1st november 2009
people came-me,izzat,zarith,aliff,reen,aiman,edelin,dida and aina

i got up pretty early because i was incharged with the potato salad and drinks. and by 1.30pm zarith showed up to pick me and after that me,zarith and aliff took izzat at his house. sampai je, aiman showed the way up and the api takleh start. from bright shiny day until dah mendung baru the api..thanks to our gents...decided to berapi.

but after the chicken was done, and after the udang was on the fire, it rained. sedih tak? haha. and it wasnt like rintik rintik ok people? it was a storm. thank you.

and we decided that we had to angkat the table sume bawah the roof and tertinggal la izzat,edelin,aiman,aliff,zarith, and reen terkapai kapai menjaga api dan makanan dibawah and leaving me and dida feeling guilty sebab takleh tolong. serious la..hehe.

and we ate our food,talked about school again. for your information people, this group of mine..zarith,me,reen and edelin is a goup memang since form1. huhu. and we were laughing our heads off with aina's jokes. and dida senyap sebab sejuk katanya. haha. tengah makan still hujan kena. dah la pakai shirt putih. so,yes. bayangkan sendiri. huhu.

after that, dida needed to leave. so zarith and aliff hantar dida to kl sentral and all of us duduk balik and talked again. aina pun balik this time jugak. sampai zarith and aliff sampai balik. and all of the girls nak mandi swimming pool which for me, unlucky that day,i cant swim because of sebab sebab tertentu. huhu. and they played with me watching from tepi swimming pool. sedih sial. haha. i ended up lepaking with the guys kat tepi swimming pool. haha.

and the time was up. kitorang kena balik. semua same time curfew. about 8pm. haha. and i need to follow zarith's time. so we packed our stuff and headed home.

love that day. love u guys. :)

sabrina

road trip haram

2009-11-02T08:59:00.000-08:00

huhu! one of the things that i cant never EVER lupe from my life kot. hahaha. this is it! the roadtrip that a person should be doing now or never. this kidda roadtrip..u guys must achieve like once la..in your lifetime..AT LEAST. uhuhu.

the stuuuurrryyy goes like this..

on the lovely evening of wednesday,29th september 2009,we were discussing how the hell nak ambek baju dinner kat rumah masing masing. but fikir balik..hanan je kan? hahaha. so..i had a nice idea--------->jom sewa kete pegi kuala lumpur mari kawan kawan? and they all said yes!

we called and called..we got a kancil from this lovely kakak.

so..the next day,we got the car. the plan was to leave kuantan at 6pm. but we got in trouble with the car. it was hard to drive. there was five of us. me,hanan,zaty,nad and eikin. yang boleh drive,3 orang je. me,hanan and zaty. zaty took the wheel first sebab i said i need to see how to bawak manual car first. and on the highway,i'll take over. but the kereta hated us so much..kitorang pulangkan balik and we called tommy,a sewa kereta guy. we got a kancil jugak. but lepas tunggu sume ni..we ended up leaving kuantan at 10.00PM. seriously. and we made it to temerloh in just one hour. we were so damn hungry that time. nasib ade satu kedai bukak. alhamdulillah! :D and i took over.

i drove laju gler. so did zaty. we ended up in kl at 12.30 camtu. and we drove straight using MMR2 and went straight to bangi for hanan's crib. went there and salam salam with her mom and took her sister to bed..yang paling manja with her tuh. and we waited kat bawah and zaty took over back the car. i slept and woke up..dah sampai seremban. and we were like kidda sesat here and rupanya..nak jumpa kawan nad..acap. so,went to their place. rumah bujang..so..tak berani masuk..huhu. but mase nad tengah jiwang ngan acap,we went on taking pictures with my fisheye! wuhu! :D and after all the dating habis..we went to a kedai mamak at 4 in the morning! with the guys..kawan acap. panjang and jai. went to shisha and some water and off we went on with our roadtrip haram!

by the rising of the sun,we were on the road to go tp eikin's place. i drove from seremban to pj. but something came up and we went to kawan eikin's place instead of somewhere else. :) and me,hanan and eikin went into her house. and her room was like ade aircond and stuff..and the katil was like...mari sini sabrina..tido kejap. i was like...fucckkk..gler best dowh if tido. so..eikin asked for her permission to rest kejap because her friend pun dah bgn that time..it was i think about 8.30 camtu. i called zaty and nad to go inside as well. the kawan wanted to go to class..so..eikin asked to sleep sampai la her friend dah siap nak gi class and we go off serentak la. but all of us takleh bangun. and the family bought us some freaking good roti canai! pergh! with milo panas! pergh! haha. sedap dowh!

so we went on with our trip by stopping by at sunway pyramid. by this time..it was hanan time to drive. me and zaty ke'ok dah. haha. we went in and saw a movie that i cant forget!! and the kelakar part was from 5 of us yang tengok the movie..i think 3 people was asleep. lawak. only me and hanan je kot tengok. hahaha. and i bought a beanie hat kat forever21 and off we go nak balik. passed by my house..but was afraid to give my mom a shock of her life to see me in kuala lumpur in a kancil that we drove about 265km from kuantan! so..went on gombak,had our lunch and i took over the wheel until temerloh and zaty took over plak. sampai lepas UMP (university malaysia pahang) our tayar pecah. BODOH KAN? hahaha. and we stopped dekat tepi road yang sangat gelap. it was like 6.30 camtu and we got stucked until 8.30 camtu until tommy came and took over and gave us his kembara. malam tu plak ade this sambutan hari raya. we didnt bring our baju kurung..so we cant get in..lama lama we just went in..buat muka tembok. undress,showered and laugh out loud terkenang balik kitorang baru buat roadtrip haram yang sangat sangat best.

i love u guys so much for being crazy as me. :D

sorry..banyak gambar takleh masuk sebab sebab tertentu. hola!

cheers

sab

me talking to stuff. :D

2009-10-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

haha! in my facebook..i put a status..

''weeee!! i got my old computer back! i miss u computer!''

and hanan commented under it saying...

tengok tu. cakap ngan benda lagi. god i miss you and ur habit of talking to non bilogical things. sab ngok ngek.

"aawww jumpe pon pensel aku yg ni.. aku miss kau pensel!"

alright,before this, only my housemates and khalam je tau that i love to talk to stuff that doesnt have life in it. like laptops..clothes..pencils and yada yada. but after what hanan said..i was like..damn..budak ni tau aku sial. haha. hanan,u know me very well dont chu? haha. terharu dowh even though perangai pelik aku nih la ko ingat. hahaha

i love to talk to stuff u know people. like..i cant say that i wanna buy a new phone depan my phone because u'll see..it will rosak. weh,serious ah. try it la.

and i love to talk to my clothes. i can still remember. i will face my locker in my campus' room and i will say to my clothes..helo clothes! and i think i will wear u,the blue one today! ok?

after that i will talk to my bag and my shoes that i will wear them. hahahaha

i'm no weirdo la...kawan saya pun cakap ngan nasik. hahaha. sorry awak. ahhaha.

saya suka cakap dengan barang. suka hati saya la. :D

sabrina

2009-10-30T05:17:00.000-07:00

currently i'm having a really really bad depression. i would just cry anytime i want. but as fast as i can reach my room la. if cannot pun, ala, my house kot..cry je la. lol. but i dont know. i love the plan for the potluck this sunday..i really do but the depression took over me so much. i wish i would have a happy gathering this sunday.

well,i need some roadtrip to go to kuantan. kuantan is the only place that can make me feel a bit happy you know? i love kuantan so much and i know everything about it..so i know where to relax and where can shisha and stuff. i miss kuantan. i miss my whole housemates.

come la people..another roadtrip haram mari? :D

friends

2009-10-30T00:03:00.001-07:00

woi2..ni tak ikut urutan eyh..sensitve sket my friends nih. lol. love you guys.

ida

this is shahidah sufian. i've known this girl since semester one. she has this friendship with me based on forgiveness. kitorang gaduh la terok camne pun but still the next day or the next one hour, we will get back on and act as nothing happened. i love her for that. :)

sara

budak kecik nih. haha. i like to bully her all the time. she will do nothing except for her blur face. she knows how to handle me. trust me. lol. she's my budak kecik kat campus. the nickname stays on until semester 3. the period that i was so rapat with her was within the second semester. love her.

nana

haha. i love this minah. been bugging me since jengka. hehe. joking na. since then,she's been around and in my life. she's from bahau but she knows kl more than me. hahaha. she's like my mak in campus. if u have problem and u keep it from her,she'll know. and i seriously love her everytime she asked- 'sab, r u ok?' love u na! :D

hanan

the first thing yang rapatkan me and her was in semester one. i was so depressed one time tu. i didnt know anyone to message that time. i was crying like hell at the end of my dorm. and i sms'ed this girl and she didnt even reached her tudung,just grabbed her sweater,put on the hood and ran from her block to mine. and she straight away just hold me and just say it's ok. god. i love her since then. :) she's always there. and her clumsiness serious lawak. i love hanan kamal. :p

salma

pergh. how and what to say about this pompuan ah? she's the most wonderful kawan a person can have. she's there when u cry and she's there when u need her. and the kelakar part, everytime i have problem,she will have her problem as well..so we will ended up talking stuff about 2 people behind their back. lol. we cried, we laughed together so much kan babe? i love u dudu! :D

zaty

budak yang boleh dimasukkan like...rivals=friends. haha. we were rivals since jengka weh! haha. we rebuted the choir coach thing'y and i didnt ajak u for the stupid party-tak-jadik-sem-1. haha. and for 2 semesters we just didnt catch up with each other..buat keje sendiri until semester 3..we ended up in the same house. haha. so,we became close and closer lepas the roadtrip haram. lol. otak kitorang agak sama, love to do extreme stuff. she was the one yang when i said jom buat roadtrip haram..she just said-jom! and she jage'd me thru out my worst demam ever when i was in semester 3. love her for that.

nad

budak ni kecoh ah. hahaha. we love to fight over stupid stuff. we'll debate about one thing lame gler and due2 taknak kalah. thanks to her, i know 3 players from negeri sembilan bola sepak team. cool eyh? she's one of the people that i regret so much..nape aku kenal ko lambat sangat? we love to do stupid jokes and roll on the floor laughing. serious..best gler minah ni. :p

ed

she's one of the most hyper active person i've ever met in my life. serious minah ni hyper setiap hari. haha. she's my adik in campus. we became close when we were in the second semester sebab same class. and we became closer when we were in the third semester. tah,suddenly we became seriously close and we tell everything and trust each other. i knew kuantan thru this edlyna. :)

eikin

eikin,same name with my adik angkat sebijik. haha. since from first semester,i thought she hated me without any reason..rupenyer she was thinking the same thing. lawak gler. so,we became close in the third semester. i became close to ed first then baru rapat with this kura kura of mine. haha. she's one of the people yang jaga me because i was dijangkiti with this demam when i was in semester 3. i will love u forever weh!

you guys are the most beautiful, amazing, loving, caring, shitless, fucking awesome friends i ever met. shit...i love you guys so much. let's meet up kat shah alam shall we? we shall.

sabrina

sunday

2009-10-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

i have like a potluck this coming sunday. i need to bring a date. thanks edelin. so,i'm bringing him. so..nnt i'll bring my camera and stuff so i can upload it here. :) ok gorgeous people! wee!

sayang korang

sab

sumpah!!!

2009-10-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

aku benci hari ni!!! ok!!! damn it!!! memang bangang!!!!
malu sial!!! ahahahahahha!!

i'm so having a breakdown tomorrow!!!!!

thanks so much!!!!!

thanks sab!!!

babi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my second lomo camera!

2009-10-28T06:59:00.000-07:00

i didnt buy it yet la people. please la. even in my tabung..only 40 bucks inside it. and they're all in syilings. lol. i just need rm200 to buy this one. argh! need to buy this! the photo is wonderful! and the camera pun best gler! :) and people!! yes! yes! we can like press the button from afar.----->bimbo talk.

haha. so..i love this camera so much! i love my old fisheye though. :)

come on dream!! come to live!!

sab

2009-10-27T09:11:00.001-07:00

i need to let you go ok?
take care.
love u lots.

sabrina

hah?

2009-10-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

i feel unhappy
i feel sad
i feel wanna kill myself
i feel like i wanna cry
i feel shitty
i feel the hurt
i feel i wanna fly
i feel unwanted
i feel so depressed
i feel so cold
i feel lonely
i feel nothing
i feel like puking
i feel the sadness runs thru me
i feel like a mistress
i feel i'm unworthy
i feel crap
i feel like dying
i feel i have nothing left in this world
i feel like killing you
i feel unsecured
i feel hatred
i feel numb
i feel so stupid
i feel like i'm a bitch
i feel like i'm a home wrecker
i feel like fucking up
i feel damned
i feel like i'm cursed
i feel like i have cancer
i feel i should kill someone
i feel this
i feel that

owh no..i think i'm jiwa kacau'ing..

me,zarith,reen and izzat

2009-10-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

at 10.45,reen sampai my house and we headed to mcdonald to get some descent breakfast. paid off even though i was pratically running inside the mcd because takut tak sempat the breakfast meal. :D went back to my house and tukar my baju and off we went to MIM college and took zarith. so all of us pegi to pavillion because reen needed to go shopping!! so me and zarith became her slaves for shopping..haha. kitorang masuk 2 dressing rooms. kitorang tangkap gmbr macam orang gila leaving reen sorang sorang. lol. slaves yang tak guna. :p

after trying like what..thousands of clothes..by that time pun..dah kol 3.30 camtu and we wanted to wait for izzat to finish his keje there. so..kitorang lepak kat starbucks kat atas because we were so damn hungry. hehe. and after that i got a balloon from izzat. cute kan? lol. and we walked to the valet and took the car and we drove back to rumah zarith and all the three of us..me,reen and izzat went to the AU jusco to eat something. so..we ended up kat sushi king and we ate alot lah jugak. hehe. and we talked and talked until it's like 6.45 camtu..so kitorang pegi anta izzat and reen anta me lak. :)

so..thanks korang. that was a freaking awesome day! :D love u guys! muah2!

see...i told u kitorang tangkap gambar banyak..hehe. :)

sab

2009-10-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

If that's the way you love
You've got to learn so much
If that's the way you say goodbye
And this is how it ends
And i'm alright within
Never going to see me cry
Cause i've cried
Chorus:
So go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless fearless

So oh woh oh woh oh.....
If this is how it hurts
It couldn't get much worse
If this is how it feels to fall

Then that's the way it is
We live with what we miss
We learn to build another wall
Till it falls
Chorus:
So go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless fearless
So oh woh oh woh....
If it's between love and losing
To never have known the feeling
And i'm still sad we've loved
And if i end up lonely
At least i will be there knowing
I believe in love
Go on go on break my heart
I'll be okay
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless fearless
o on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe i'm fearless
So oh woh oh....
So go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Better believe i'm fearless fearless
Fearless....

the first guy

2009-10-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

when u added me in myspace about 6months ago..i just thought that u just a guy yang add up all the girls in myspace. when u said hi..i was so bored because i was in love with someone else.

we moved on with our own life and when i was heart broken because of that guy..u came back saying hai to me again. that time was cute because we're like confuse of using 'kite awak' or 'i u'. but it was a hai2 bye2 kidda stuff until i gave u my phone number after i got to know u more.

u called. my suara was like shit because demam. we were close until i was sick really really hard and i stopped messaging with u.

and there it was..my one week break from my uni. so i decided to meet u up kat mcdonald with nana teman me. i was so scared of meeting you and nervous..takyah cakap la..we met up about 3 times after that i off i went back to kuantan.

i dont know what happened..but u were so far away from me after i got better from my demam. it was hard letting go. but when i went to your blog..there u have it..your picture and your girlfriend. i asked..u just said harshly..'why do u care? there's nothing between me and u'

i erased u completely from my mind. u were quite as well. u didnt search for me. i didnt as well. we were both stupid not to grab the chances we had before it's too late. no 'made of honour' last scene for me.

and now. after my semester finished,u came back. we started as friends. i try not to like you back by being arrogant and a stuck up bitch. but just one thing that just make me break..what? u said u liked me before. the part that u saw me for the first time and before we met. but because you thought that i have a boyfriend..you backed off and asked for another girl. for what? haih. kite gaduh terok kan that night? i was saying shut up and stuff.

about 2 days after your confession..i asked you to teman me and zarith to an open house somewhere in gombak. zarith was driving..me in the passenger seat and u behind me. when i talked all the way..u know i talk so much kan..u were just looking at me from behind. quitely. and when we found out that the open house was just a prank..thanks alot ilya..we just lepaked in the car waiting for ilya..and there u have it..u touched my hair. u were playing with my hair. my heart was pumping so hard. i was so shy ngan zarith. but zarith kept her coolness. thanks babe. :) and mase makan..u betulkan my hair..right there..i fell in love.

last saturday..went to pavillion..where you work. u gave me a baskin robbin's chocolate and peanut butter because that's my favourite flavour. and we shopped. and u showed me the existence of a nz mamak behind pavillion that i never tau wujud before. so..this is why i love u.

you are the first guy yang-

1) gave me goosebumbs
2) hold my hair
3) gave me a baskin robbins' chocolate peanut butter.
4) i went to pavillion for
5) ate breakfast with me
6) i took into my car
7) i dated in mcdonald
8) yang i wanted to buy a football for his birthday
9) hit me. i mean..jokingly.
10) that i fell in love with
11) that hurted me

but here's a thing..i will always love you tau.

it's like my own 500days of summer..

sab

BEYONCE DELAYED????

2009-10-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

argh

when i heard the news from nana,my friend about the delay i was truly devastated. deeemmmnnn. i was seriously happy kot..it's BEYONCE. faham tak? haish..siap dah fikir nak pakai baju ape..now i feel like a bimbo. fuck u guys yang protest. dah la takde life. puh liz..at least she knows la she needs to slow down on the booty shaking and stuff..she's a hollywood star for god sake. they are like professionals kot. bangang. zarina ann julie bogel tak kecoh lak? sebat ah minah tuh. damn la. memamg takde life sial korang ni. please g mati and go to hell.

peminat yang geram

sab

2009-10-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

it hurts when a happy family grew apart..

hey u. :)

2009-10-16T07:56:00.000-07:00

I don't know but
I think i maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe i should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til i
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As i'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

Oh i just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now i just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh i'm fallin' for you

TYSON BALLOU

2009-10-16T03:26:00.000-07:00

OMG!! MY NEW TOY BOY! :D NYUM NYUM!

izzat hafizi

2009-10-14T12:10:00.001-07:00

u,
i tak penah rasa sakit camni.

sab.

here are some pictures of my life la. :D

2009-10-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

hurt

2009-10-12T08:51:00.000-07:00

feeling hurt in my own place is everyday.

sometimes i wish i can just go back to kuantan..live there instead..work there..owning my own life. without anyone nagging. without any tears fall down on my cheeks.

when i'm in kuantan..it's just feel so nice and relax. there were some hurt here and there but nothing compared what i'm going through here. i feel cold and sick in kuala lumpur. feeling dizzy everytime. satu satu dosa build up of me defending myself to my mom and my sisters. it hurts.

it really does hurt.

ed,zaty,eikin,nad,adib,
help me...

sab

satu hari di hari raya

2009-10-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

crap. i just realize i didnt write anything about raya eyh? dddeeemmmm. sorry people. so..here goes.

one the first day of raya..i was rich. haha. salam everyone and got some cash! love it. haha. went to kubur ayah and my nenek and my moyangs. after that pegi rumah wanlong and wan mah. and that's it. hahaha. balik rumah..settled down and did some kemas rumah thing'y and tolong mak sume la for the open house on the second day of raya.

on the second day of raya plak. we opened our house to our beautiful guests. we went to wanchik's house dulu actually that morning..ate some food and off we went to our own home. haha. everyone came. my friend anis,my ex beau,awal and my adik,shiqin and her friend,wawa and not forgetting REEN!! hehe. for about 7 years kawan ngan reen..this is the first time die datang my house for raya..selama ni she needed to go back to her kampung. so..the people that came..actually budak2 yang tak penah datang my house. cool eyh? hehe. so..here are some pictures.

the last night

2009-10-12T00:03:00.000-07:00

aahh..actually not the last night but the last outing at night. huhu. so..we lepak'ed at kedai kakak at teluk cempedak. about 11.30 camtu everyone was like kidda chuak because we're supposed to go back at 11-dalam gate campus dah. haha. but after that i still insisted nak tangkap gambar with my digital camera. so..we went to the beach until it was like 12 something and went home. upon arrival,we saw jamal-the worst pak guard yang jaga that night. tried to call him to let us in. but he didnt want to.

so..we went back to teluk cempedak. god..mase tu memang i was so guilty because memang sah sah la my fault kitorang balik lambat. there was 8 of us in the car. me,ed,eikin,zaty,ida,sara,nad,adib and zaty. bler sampai je sane,all of them went out of the kereta and lepak outside. ida tido mati kat belakang. ;p adib went on gayuting and me alone in the passenger seat beside the driver's. messaged with two of my friends,one dah tido and another one offered to talk to me until he sleeps. so,we talked,me with my stupid jokes and he's with his laugh. that was the best phone call ever. :) love that night. so he slept and we just lepaked there until 5.45 camtu. ate some breakfast and drove off to ed's house to drive her sister,lisa to scholl sebab PMR. i wish i have that kidda sister..memang semangat gler nak hantar adik gi school. :)

so..here is some pictures from the last night in kuantan. i love u guys so much.

DISINI BETA BERTITAH

2009-10-11T10:23:00.000-07:00

NADIA EDLINA!!!

since i knew u from since sem 2 and rapat since this sem..u thought me alot of stuff..

1.just gelak kuat2 kat public
2.mampus la orang pike ape
3.if u like a guy,just say ur number.
4.do not hook up with one guy..banyak banyak takpe.
5.call a guy at night..it's nice

OK..maybe it sounds like ur turning me into a biatch..BUT hell no.
u turned me into a normal person..no more "thinking-too-much" sab.

i love u EFFING muchy muchy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIK!!!

FANCLUB!

2009-10-11T10:21:00.000-07:00

hell yes! i have my own FANCLUB!
i forgot to tell u guys. haha. cool sial. aku ade fanclub sendiri!! nak tau sape president? ADIBAH. hahaha. die minat aku sangat..takleh buat pape. hahahha.

aku rase nad pun nak masuk buat keegoan die..membuatkan die tak nak masuk.

hahaha.

if korang nak masuk..contact me. hahahahahaahaha

love u so much president!! haha

perfect couple!!

2009-10-09T08:19:00.000-07:00

no words to describe this!!! just CUTE!!!

the best love story ever told

2009-10-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

oh god..this is one of the best love story ever made. why? look here at my list..

1.zooey deschanel berlakon
2.at the very beginning of the movie..the starting part pun dah smart gler sial!!!
3.that guy berlakon..which reminds me of heath ledger because of 10things i hate about u
4.the movie is so beautiful
5.the soundtrack is so damn nice!
6.i think i fall in love with zooey dechanel. damn.
7.i think i should kiss the director
8.watch it will u?

sab

the greatest day ever made

2009-10-09T04:22:00.000-07:00

here here, i present to u, the most gorgeous lady of all time,

NUR FAZRINA FOZI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

GOD BLESS.

LOVE U HELL MUCH!

memperkenalkan...

2009-10-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

NI KAWAN AKU NAK AKU LETAK..NAME DIE NADIA EDLINA. SAPE NAK NUMBER,MINTAK JE.

kuantan my life

2009-10-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

since i got the message in my phone telling me i got asasi law..and dapat tau the program is actually kuantan..from my other gila half sedih sebab terinterpret salah when my sister jerit "yes" (long story)...from the keseksaan kat jengka to lemon tree issues..from east coast mall to mega...from teluk cempedak to balok and from sekilau to padang lalang.

this is all the sweet memories that i had been thru all my life in uitm kuantan.

jengka- orientation was hard. waking up at 3am. walking for hours. listening for hours. tido balik at 1am. pakai baju kurung and sport shoes. looking like apes. haha.

first semester
padang lalang- got a roomate,iqa. got a class that i love until today-law A. walked to mega for the first time. met new friends-nana,iqa,sha,ida,sara,eda,din and zu. then..got a new group-lemon tree..controversy gler group ni-me,nana,ida,hanan,iqa,sha,sara,shubby,amirul,is,megat,illya,zat. got a new friend mase nak balik-dzul.

second semester
bukit sekilau- we didnt get the last campus because all the ladies need to go to sekilau leaving the guys behind at padang lalang campus. no seniors. no juniors. only us,the lawians and teslians. love that time. we became close. got a rumah with my group,nana,hanan,iqa,sha,sara,ida and salma with the teslians,wawa,qila and as. all of us hidup happy..with some gaduh. haha. got a new class because people needed to go inside my old class..so..ended up with class D. but taklah sedih sangat masuk class baru because the girls..hanan and salma and all the guys from group A last semester went to the new class as well. wuhu! :D got flying colours for the result exam.

third semester
bukit sekilau- got a new house. new housemates,ed,eikin,fatin,finie,hanan,izzaty,adib,nad,sha,iqa,sara and ida. nice house. sume otak same gler. no fights. thank god. became close to kumpulan ed..and dorang jage me thru out my demam trok period. rapat with izzaty nyer group mase nak blah dah but it was worth it. i think the last semester was the ultimate awesome semester. people didnt get in our way. sume buat hal sendiri. tido sukati mak bapak bilik mane2. juniors didnt get up in our asses. and i got a new friend that dont talk much to people,khalam. seronok gler kawan ngan awak. culik orang best. haha. thanks for everything. hurm..i just love third semester..just one thing i hate..why sekarang kenal baru sekarang nak pisah..just..haish.

i love u guys so much tau tak. please la doa that all of us will see each other faces again in shah alam sharing the same faculty..law. so..this are the people that i love EFFING much.

me,zaty,nad and adib

law A 2008 semester one

law D semester 2 and 3

me and faizal

me,ash,anis and rey

me and adik,ed

me and eikin

khalam,me,ed and eikin mase culik khalam

me,sha and iqa

me and nana

me and ida

me and hanan

me and lil sara

auntie sab and pakcik dzul

me and orang putih,amirul

zat,aiman,amirul and naqi

me and my adik,fad

the lemon tree. shit i miss u guys.

i'm sorry if u didnt find this kind of people in ur life..because they are THE people u should see and kenal before u die.

I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH.

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

PUTERI SABRINA ZAMRI

SAB.

kesalahan kefahaman

2009-10-07T13:09:00.000-07:00

yes. i hate facebook for this.

well..everything we think in facebook..all of our friends will see it. and there's a button down there that says-comment. i hate that button for my status..about 2 hours ago. well..i sort of bengang with one of my friend but the hit went way over the board and pegi to someone i really care and NOW DIE MARAH! nape? sebab he thought it was him. ala.

hate facebook!

haish..awak,maafkan saye. :)

hah.

2009-10-07T10:18:00.000-07:00

well,now is 1.18am in the morning waiting for 'awak' to cool down and call or message me something. i'm leaving kuantan tomorrow. saying goodbye to people that i love so much. i dont know what to do at home. obviously i'm not that rapat with my family. so..dok rumah buat ape? kuar rumah? duit tarak. haish..i dont know what to do thinking that after this i'm not going to go back to kuantan meeting up with my friends. not going to east cost mall anymore. not going to see all the madams and mr.amas. lot's of memories..pain and laughter. i love u like hell la kuantan. ;( so..i'll talk more when i reach kl tomorrow insyaallah.

sab.

FISHEYE

2009-09-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

well, on the third day of raya..with all the duit raya i received! banyak gler!! haha. i went to pavillion with my mom and kak owi and i bought my dream gadget- LOMOGRAPHY FISHEYE CAMERA. woah..it's like so beautiful. petang tadi i just received the film. lawa gler. i went to ipoh on the next day and i got some beautiful pictures. i have a purple fisheye. cute sangat! my favourite colour! :D this is the pictures..but mine is in purple! :D

2009-09-29T09:47:00.000-07:00

kalau ko nak kuang ajar ngan kawan aku, ko lalu aku dulu ah SHIAL.

get a life.

10 months

2009-09-29T09:45:00.000-07:00

already 10 months. wow. i finally set u free huh? well,it's a good thing kot. i'm no longer hurt and u are no longer important. hope ur happy with all ur new hot girlfriends. bye babe. :)